May 2009
Never thought I'd make Such a big mistake Throw my life away I've gone days without food I've went weeks without sleep Keeping this in I've got cuts that cant close I've got wounds that wont heal It'
Never again I'll slit my throat With the knife I pulled out of my spine Maybe when you find out that I'm dead You'll realize what you did to me And if my lungs still let me breathe Would you be there
Lying all alone, Wishing you would call, Writing all my thoughts, has broken all my bones. theres nothing i can do. you´re killing me i´m killing time
I pace, alone In a place for the dead Overcome by woe And here, I've grown So fond of dread That I swear it's heaven Oh sweet Mary, Dressed in gray Roll back the stone With these words scrawled in a