May 2012
I am scared to tell people how much it hurts so I keep it all to myself. Because I would frighten you with my emptiness. I feel socialy alienated from everyone there is nothing.
Oh god.. I have had people after people coming home to me and I have had to socialize and act happy. All I want to do is lock myself in to the Fuckin' bathroom and cut the shit out of me. But noo I ha
I am screaming for help I am begging pleading on my knees for you to see. Why wont you fuckin' see? Why wont you understand? Has this world really become that shallow that all they care about is ther
A silhouette at seventeen If they can find what's left of me I´ll burn the fire Burn in the fire My love was strong For now it's gone Eleven stories on From the second floor Darling you keept lettin
The girl is destruktive, and broken beyond repare. Hoping her friends will read the secret menings behind her words. But no one ever wonders, nobody ever asks if shes okay anymore with batteling thi
FINALLY så har jag fått feriepraktik på teater i kulturskolan. Fuckyeah.. Fråga mig inte varför jag valde teater.. jag ville bara ha någonting med kultur att göra. Oh well, Förhoppnings viss
Make dinner (x) check Help mom with the laundry (x) I need to get my life in order, by myself I cary so much anger it eats me up.
Ugh I feel that people are moving away from me. Just because i'm loud, and I like to climb things at school or dance around.. and sit on the floor. And ask people random questions, or just tell them e
When your sick do alot of random stuff. Like look for happy kitchen kits. Found alot of those.. For those who wonder what that is - http://whiterabbitexpress.com/happy-kitchen-cupcake-kit/
Efter att ha druckit, ungefär 6 koppar te i alla dess smaker (är just nu på min sjunde kopp), och snutit mig tills näsan är alldeles röd. Tagit fruktansvärd äcklig förkylnings medicin 2 ggr p
I could start writing about how fuckin' fucked up I feel. But you guys already heard that. So I will just say... Nothing because I feel nothing, I'm hollow i'm weak, i'm nothing..
WOOOPS! glömde ringa till den där personen som har hand om mitt sommarjobb. Undrar om jag kan ringa på måndag... utan att de är försent...
''I may not be depersonalized at all, perhaps I’m merely dreaming, or hallucinating. This is a nightmarish experience and soul draining—an unfortunate tale, too sickening for this sensitive and se
Fucking noisy, people.. Been sitting with my computer now for like 30 minuts. Och ungerfär 6 personer har bara tittat öppet på min skärm. Utan att äns skämmas över att ''they have no fucking bu
Todays solution for everything evolving life is to just fuckin' lower your .expectations. And your all sett. *thumbs up*
Fuck life, fuck life, fuck life, fuck life. Jag har sådan jävla lust att skära up mig själv, men neep. Är nästan en hel vecka cut free. Så tänker försöka hålla mig i en vecka iellafall, in
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