Saturday 26 January 2008 photo 1/6
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Sounds from the thunder, The ocean and birds leading their flock to a safer place. The feeling of running but not being able to get away. Dreaming of you then waking up knowing it was not true. Now I am stuck in the quick sand and I am not being able to get myself up. The more I move, the deeper in I get. I scream for help but the sand is choking me. When I get out of this mess I will go running to a safer place, thats better and warmer, But when is that? I have been stuck here for so long I dont know if I will be able to make it on my own. It is frightening here and the darkness is getting thicker and closer. I need to gret out, I need to run away but as much as I struggle the more I see the dark spotts surrounding me. I took my last breath og failure and saw nothing but black on my path. I started dreaming but this time I wasnt waking up. I did not feel the sand choking my body and my thoughts making me deaf. I knew I had come to the end of my long road of strugles and happiness, this was all worth it. Right now I had never felt better and my daydreams did not feel like my lies. The air inside of me was now gone and I did no longer need air to breathe.
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