Här är något jag skrev för inte så länge sedan. Jag är osäker på om det ska bli en låt eller bara vara såhär. Oavsett vilket så är jag även osäker på om det är färdigt eller inte. Ursäkta eventuella stavfel.

This is the end.
Everything we did has led to this point.
Everything has changed and nothing will stay the same.

The roads we took are the paths we missed, and the exits we missed were the ones we should have taken.
In solitude we find ourselves, so that the ones we meet might find more than an empty shell.
Yet my surface is cracked, and through the cracks you can see the innermost darkness of my soul.

I am calm.
I have gathered my pieces.
They lay broken in front of me.
Glue could help for a moment, but there is no permanent solution.
We who are broken can't be fixed.
You who try to mend me will only get cut by the edges.
Broken fingers can not repair.

In solitude we dig our holes.

All I long for is an exit.
A quick fix for problems older than a decade,
but there is no solution.
There is only decay,
and mind numbing emptiness.
There are seconds of distraction,
fleeting moments of a resemblance to happiness.

Maybe I don't deserve to be happy.
Maybe this is what life is about and happy people are to blind to see.
Or maybe people like me are the ones who are blind.

My mind goes in circles and more often than not I'm not sure what the fuck it wants from me.
If only my head could leave me alone so that I could sleep.

There's a voice in my head and I don't like what it tells me,
but maybe it's right.
Maybe I don't belong.

I am darkness.
I am death.
Stay away,
for I will show you.
I doubt you will like what you find.

But there are still tenacious people.
Why can't you see that we can't be fixed?
Why can't you see that some people were meant to be like this?
What is it you see that I have been unable to see for all my life?
Am I blind, or are you?

There's a pit in my stomach and I can't breathe.

Annons

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Camera D6603

Focal length 5 mm

Aperture f/2.0

Shutter 1/100 s

ISO 800

Date

June 2016