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I can only tell you what it feels like,
The pain isnt here all the time,
it comes at night like razorblades going the opposit direction
on everypart of me. And I shake, thinking,
am I overdramatizing? Why the hell am I shaking. It wasnt
so bad. But yes, it's so bad. Because when everybody is the same,
and your the only one whos diffrent, you cant help but going insane.
Somedays I don't bother to pretend to act like I'm fine,
but most of the days I put on the half Linda act. It's something I've
made up. Cool right?
I can't cry anymore, it's like my tears have dried. Which
scare the absolute shit out of me. I kind of want them, their my comfort.
They would be the proof that everything was real. And I'm not imagening
shit. But then again, maybe it was imaginary. Because day by day I'm loosing my memories, and names. Slowly their slipping away. Yes,
I'm a little bit of an insane person, but I feel insane. I cant find me anywhere. For the moment I'm just somebody trapped in a body. And don't tell me things are going to get better. Because it's been six months and it feels the same as the day I left.
Though... I can't tell you what it really is,
I only told you what it feels like.
Annons
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Lindahbby
Fri 1 Oct 2010 12:34
Haha jag sa till min mamma att hon skulle ordna ett möte i spanien med HAHA xD var vädret bra hela tiden:) ?
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