Sunday 23 December 2007 photo 1/3
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this is like that never ending circle you told me about. spinning round round never stops. you know, for me, this shit is like hell. I don't want to remeber anything that happend the last year. it's like a nightmare that just gettin' worse and you can't escape it until you wake up. but you don't wake up. you're force to fight all the problems and all pain. even if you don't want to. most of the time you wish you just could lay down and die. the dead is like freedom at the time. it would be a releave to just disappear for a while. forget everybody and everything. everything that ever hurt me. it's not your folt. it's mine. I take the resposibility and still you complain. what do you want me to do. pretend I'm happy. well you go to hell then. you no nothing about me, my life, my pain, my feelings, my thoughts. you don't even wanna know.
Annons