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Downward spiral
where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
Well not the whole story but the worst part
No, not that way. but sometimes she's dead, atleast for me
No love for myself
I really hate myself, don'know why
Searching, to find a love up on a higher level
Finding, nothing but questions and devils
I've felt the joy, but
it's like a sickness
a plague that devours you from the inside
Desperate, I have crawled
Waiting for so long
But
There is no love
that's the feeling that shakes through my chest
Should I die for anyone?
Should I try?
You fight, you fight and keep on fighting
but there's no point
Everything feels meaningless couse in the end everyone falls
One time, I was cute little boy. Played with other kids on the schoolyard having fun, I often played It with the others and I allways started as It
but still I was outside, hated by others Teased by others, as I said...
I was It
One day I started thinking why? These thoughts ravaged through my head mind and soul
And now I think, Where did that cute little boy go?
What have I become?
Downward spiral
where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
Well not the whole story but the worst part
No, not that way. but sometimes she's dead, atleast for me
I really hate myself, don'know why
Searching, to find a love up on a higher level
Finding, nothing but questions and devils
I've felt the joy, but
it's like a sickness
a plague that devours you from the inside
Desperate, I have crawled
Waiting for so long
But
There is no love
that's the feeling that shakes through my chest
Should I die for anyone?
Should I try?
You fight, you fight and keep on fighting
but there's no point
Everything feels meaningless couse in the end everyone falls
One time, I was cute little boy. Played with other kids on the schoolyard having fun, I often played It with the others and I allways started as It
but still I was outside, hated by others Teased by others, as I said...
I was It
And now I think, Where did that cute little boy go?
What have I become?
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