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Today I bougth my boyfriend a Rolling Stones t-shirt for his birthday... But I didn't bougth you this t-shirt beacuse i wanted too or think you even are worth it...
Beacuse you're not.
This week you have caused me much pain and it feels so wrong to give you this present and plan a wonderful day with me on sunday...
But I will.
I want to give you a nice birthday you will remember pretending that we are so in love and have such a perfect relationship...
I will smile for you that day but inside I'm gonna feel so hurt and left behind...
I will dress up for you that day so you can look at me and feel satisfied.
You will kiss me that day but I'm not gonna feel it.
Minute by minute passes by while I'm sitting here and ever minute makes it more and more painful for me to continue...
I know I have messed it up before but I have never forget you, ever.
And you know what? That's much more painful than screaming it out load.
Beacuse you're not.
This week you have caused me much pain and it feels so wrong to give you this present and plan a wonderful day with me on sunday...
But I will.
I want to give you a nice birthday you will remember pretending that we are so in love and have such a perfect relationship...
I will smile for you that day but inside I'm gonna feel so hurt and left behind...
I will dress up for you that day so you can look at me and feel satisfied.
You will kiss me that day but I'm not gonna feel it.
Minute by minute passes by while I'm sitting here and ever minute makes it more and more painful for me to continue...
I know I have messed it up before but I have never forget you, ever.
And you know what? That's much more painful than screaming it out load.