The Butterfly Effect Mission.

First attempt.

6th Dec 2012 between 11:00-13:00

I began the preporations to attempt astral project, I held onto my conscious as good as I could, but fell asleep. Lots of random happenings inside of the dream, when suddenly. I become lucid, I was back inside my own room, my bed... eyes closed (still asleep) so, level two. The scenery changes, I find myself walking, but. I am not entirely connected to the body? it is as if I was connected on two different places at the same time. I tried to gain control, one step at a time. I tried to "feel" as if it was my own body...

At the exact same time, in my room. eyes closed. (still asleep) I could see through my closed eyes, I held my eyes in front of my eyes, but they were invisible. Astral Projection I thought? Then the noise kicked in, and the feelings you get when you are astral projecting. I closed my eyes, and focused on where I was at the other place. The noise/astral waves transported me back into that body. I gained more and more control. And, eventually I had no connection left to the me in the bed. I was 100 % there.

I knew what my mission was, and where to go... But, my soul wasn't sure...? At first I thought he was confused where, but.. Actually he was confused about the when...? My soul didn't know what date to travel back to? Even though I had it set already to 22th Novemeber 2011. The confusion overwhelmed me and I couldn't maintain myself in that body anymore. I lost conscious and woke up inside my dream. (still asleep) Inside of my dream, the astral noise/waves settled. And everything calmed down. The me inside of the dream decided to wake up into reality.

I opened my eyes in this world and I thought to myself... "Why was my soul confused about the when, there's a hidden message that I am unable to see"

What does it mean, should i go back further in time and prevent something else?...

End Astral Journal.

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September 2013