idag har inte varit en bra dag. jag funderar på varför jag ens äter mat.. har inte känt smaken av mat på flera veckor.. och jag har lyckas med att trampa in nånting som jag tror är glas långt in i foten. mamma lyckades få bort det mesta. nu sitter det lite små bitar lååååångt långt in i hälen. lite extra krydda på tillvaron. borde egentligen öppna natur boken.. och samhäll.. blah. got a picture of you i carry in my heart, close my eyes to see it when the world gets dark. got a memory of you i carry in my soul, i wrap it close around me when the night gets cold. if you ask me how i'm doing? i'd say: "- just fine!" but the truth is, if you could read my mind? not a day goes by, that i don't think of you. after all this time, you're still with me, it's true. somehow you remain, locked so deep inside. not a day goes by. i still wait for the phone in the middle of the night, thinking you might call me when your dreams don't turn out right. and it still amazes me that i lie here in the dark, wishing you were next to me. my head against your heart. if you ask me how i'm doing? i'd say: "- just fine!" but the truth is, if you could read my mind? not a day goes by, that i don't think of you. after all this time, you're still with me, it's true. somehow you remain, locked so deep inside. not a day goes by ... minutes turns to hours, and the hours to days. since it's been forever that i felt this way. ... not a day goes by ... that i don't think of you.

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August 2010