Though many people surrounding me,

Nobody really understood inside of me.

I hear many people talking,

but I'm waiting for one voice that is still.

I put on a smiling and joyful face,

nobody could see the uncovered me.

I do not want sympathy,

I want understanding.

Who could really understand what is inside of me?

My soul is so broken,

Who can see it?

It is tearing me apart,

as though I am walking in a torn forest..

All I need is just ONE

to understand me, inside.

I don't want to be alone anymore, it's killing me inside out.

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Ache

So this is loneliness

a hollow echo

in rooms where

soul was once present

It was a death of sorts

an ache in the loins to be sure

but underneath that

an ache for companionship to terrible to talk about

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Walking down empty streets with an empty heart, searching, seeking ,with an almost animal lust and desperation some form of human contact, a friendly smile, a helping hand, a sign of caring, a sign that I even exist in this cold, harsh land, walking, walking, no destination, walking, walking, empty heart, deep sorrow, angry, hurtful tears flow freely from a well of emptiness, deep within a ravaged soul, crying out loudly, silently, for love, for comfort, but no one comes, ever, I am so, so lonely.

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God send me an angel to heal my broken heart,

and my tired soul. I was not meant to be alone

God please send me an angel to save me from my self

I am stuck in my own private hell locked up in this cell of loneliness

Send me an angel to wipe the tears from my eyes and to change my life

Annons

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July 2010