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The past and present
What happend?
Where did I go sow horribly wrong?
Life went from perfect to one big ruin In a matter of second.
And the worst thing.. I didn´t do anything to prevent It from happening!
How´s there to blame exept myself?
But at the same time I can´t seem to figure how I should have behave
to avoid things from happening!
I´ve always taken pride In my actions, but now.. I´m not so sure.
When I look back over my shoulder, I see myself doing things I swor
to myself just a year ago that I´d never do.
Sow what´s stopping me from doing even worse things In the future?!
Recently this thought has begin to scare me!
But since I can´t explain why I made thoose horrible choice,
I can´t realy do something about them, can I?
Not a single day goes by without me think about how I´m ever
gonna make things right again. Will things ever be better or even
a little bite brighter?
Sow meny things have gone bad recently that I don´t even know
where to start to take action!
My problems seem to be building a hugh mountain witch I can´t
even begin to climb.
But If I´m every gonna get out of this evil circle I guess I have to start
somewhere. I just hope someone will point me In the right direction..
Cause during the past time deffinatly lost track of reality..
And I can´t even amagine how would be able to get me back on track.
At the moment every little thing just seems meaningless and hopples.
I know I shouldn´t think upon my problems as Impossile,
but I just can´t seem to find away to solve them!
The problem´s are slowly slowly taking up more and more of
my strenght. I guess It´s just a mather of time before the catch up with me.
The thing Is that I don´t even know how I will react but I know one thing
fore sure.. It will be the biggest challange I´ve ever taken on.
I don´t know why I´m telling you people this since you probably don´t even care,
but It helps to talk, or write, Instead of letting the problems smother me from the inside.
Any way.. thank you everyone how took time to read this meaningles text..
At least I know there some of you people out there how care´s..
God know´s I could use your support at the moment...
What happend?
Where did I go sow horribly wrong?
Life went from perfect to one big ruin In a matter of second.
And the worst thing.. I didn´t do anything to prevent It from happening!
How´s there to blame exept myself?
But at the same time I can´t seem to figure how I should have behave
to avoid things from happening!
I´ve always taken pride In my actions, but now.. I´m not so sure.
When I look back over my shoulder, I see myself doing things I swor
to myself just a year ago that I´d never do.
Sow what´s stopping me from doing even worse things In the future?!
Recently this thought has begin to scare me!
But since I can´t explain why I made thoose horrible choice,
I can´t realy do something about them, can I?
Not a single day goes by without me think about how I´m ever
gonna make things right again. Will things ever be better or even
a little bite brighter?
Sow meny things have gone bad recently that I don´t even know
where to start to take action!
My problems seem to be building a hugh mountain witch I can´t
even begin to climb.
But If I´m every gonna get out of this evil circle I guess I have to start
somewhere. I just hope someone will point me In the right direction..
Cause during the past time deffinatly lost track of reality..
And I can´t even amagine how would be able to get me back on track.
At the moment every little thing just seems meaningless and hopples.
I know I shouldn´t think upon my problems as Impossile,
but I just can´t seem to find away to solve them!
The problem´s are slowly slowly taking up more and more of
my strenght. I guess It´s just a mather of time before the catch up with me.
The thing Is that I don´t even know how I will react but I know one thing
fore sure.. It will be the biggest challange I´ve ever taken on.
I don´t know why I´m telling you people this since you probably don´t even care,
but It helps to talk, or write, Instead of letting the problems smother me from the inside.
Any way.. thank you everyone how took time to read this meaningles text..
At least I know there some of you people out there how care´s..
God know´s I could use your support at the moment...
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