September 2011
When It's Time To Live And Let Die, And You Can't Get Another Try. Something inside this heart has died. You're In Ruins
In the dirt and in my soil they said they planted seeds of joy I was unholy born in sin so they fed me words of lead within Then I looked down on myself in shameleft whit the blame
Jag orkar inte mer. Jag ger snart upp. Ingenting hjälper. Jag är på hem iallafall för er som inte visste.
Im Totally exhausted Jag orkar inte. Alla dessa tabletter får mig att se ut som ett spöke. All stress. All Ångest.
try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me then tell me how ugly I am, but
i can’t tell you what it really is i can only tell you what it feels like and right now it’s a steel knife in my windpipe i can’t breathe but i still fight while i can fight as long as the w