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Please read.... Yeah, I wrote it. Nobody knows me. Since I was small, I have been lonely. When I opened up to anyone, I quickly learned that anything I said could and was used against me. Therefore I stopped with that. Let me compare myself to a book, or rather a diary. My cover would be in platinum and I would have three locks with codes with a hundred digits each to be able to get to the key holes. The keys to those locks would be locked into separated tree boxes filled with corroding liquid. The boxes would be sinked into the deeps of the Mariana Trench, and if nobody went to find them, the keys would slowly disappear. The boxes would also contain sheets with the hundred digit codes, but of course, those would disappear quite quickly. But nobody did go looking for the boxes. I was an uninteresting mystery. A misfit, if you like. Those boxes were hid years ago, when I was still in, heh, primary school for books. Now I'm 17. Both the codes and the keys have been gone for years. But now people suddenly start making contact with me. Suddenly I was no longer uninteresting. People wanted to open me and read me. But of course, even if they find the boxes, which is highly unlikely since the boxes were made of wood, the keys and the codes would be gone. Therefore they pretend that they have unlocked me. They pretend that they can read me. They pretend they can understand everything about me. They can spend a short time with me and think they know everything about me. "That is just so you!" "What? Do something? You?" I wish they could at least stop pretending that they did know me. Because they don't. I believe that nobody will ever be able to unlock me. And I don't want them to. If somebody had cared, I would be unlocked long ago. It's a lost fight. So stop pretending.
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Anonymous
Sun 27 Jan 2008 23:30
=(
MaelDrakon
Sun 27 Jan 2008 23:15
just because most people are either complete assholes, or just plain stupid (or both, it doesn't mean everyone is... But anyone is eventually meant to find someone, or some, whom cares for you. The only problem that remains, is that it is rather unlikely to be that these are in your neighborhood, which is a fucking pain in the arse!
So, to cut down on my big yap a bit.... I can easily say I'd like to visit you from time to time... however, I haven't learned Kage bunshin yet -_- .... and so, my want-to-have-4-replicas are unavailable, and I have to bounce between my own spare time, my girlfriend, my family and my friends.... in fact... I think I'd be needing about 6-10 replicas before I could really do all those things I wanted.
Now... I can't say I do know you, 'cuz I don't! And I won't be able to know you entirely until I've met you, and the spent some time with ya. Still, I have some guesses, but on the same time they can't really be confirmed... yet...
But, just so that you know....
Through the depths of acid floods, and though the very gates of hell themselves, I swear I shall find those keys n combinations to unlock you... to find the real you.... and to find what I think I really want to see for myself.... Your smile....
Mondai nai, Sakura-chan ^^ (that, not for making fun of naruto, but for a synonym of your name)
So, to cut down on my big yap a bit.... I can easily say I'd like to visit you from time to time... however, I haven't learned Kage bunshin yet -_- .... and so, my want-to-have-4-replicas are unavailable, and I have to bounce between my own spare time, my girlfriend, my family and my friends.... in fact... I think I'd be needing about 6-10 replicas before I could really do all those things I wanted.
Now... I can't say I do know you, 'cuz I don't! And I won't be able to know you entirely until I've met you, and the spent some time with ya. Still, I have some guesses, but on the same time they can't really be confirmed... yet...
But, just so that you know....
Through the depths of acid floods, and though the very gates of hell themselves, I swear I shall find those keys n combinations to unlock you... to find the real you.... and to find what I think I really want to see for myself.... Your smile....
Mondai nai, Sakura-chan ^^ (that, not for making fun of naruto, but for a synonym of your name)
Cherry-blossom
Sun 27 Jan 2008 23:16
you're just so sweet ^-^
i don't really know if you even want to know my inner me, though...
i don't really know if you even want to know my inner me, though...
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