December 2009
This doesn't change the way I feel about you or your place in my life Plese don't cry! Can't you see I'm dying here? A shot of broken heart that is chased with fear
For I am finding out that love will kill and save me Taking the dreams that made me up And tearing them away But the same love will take this heart that's barely beating
Blinding darkness surrounds me and I am reaching for you only this hopelessness that drowns all that I believe will be the one thing that I need for you only.
If loving her is a heartache for me And if holding her means that I have to bleed Then I am the martyr and love is to blame She is the healing and I am the pain She lives in a daydream where I don't b
Lonely finds me One day you will come But I'll wait for love's sake One day to me, love I will stay forever here to wait for your love