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Dear motherfucking diary.
I'm an asshole.
This is the first time i write in this fucking book since summer and honestly i feel like ripping out a lot of pages already.
I have no time left. Not for anything or anyone.
I felt like i didnt have the time to miss someone who didnt even bother to send a lousy letter at least once a year, but the funny thing is that i dont think I've ever been the one to send her a letter first.
I called her my sister and I didnt even have time to think about her for the past year. And then she shows up. And ofcourse I make her leave within ten minutes.
My dear wife tells me my kids misses me. How can that be? I spend time with them everyday. If telling them i dont have time to play while i read something important from work counts as spending time. Vedir spends more time with them than I do.
Speaking about my wife, i havent had a normal conversation with her in ages now. I barly sleep in our bed either. I never have time to sleep at the same time as she does.
And now I'm complaining here about how little time I have while drinking maybe a bit too much when i could actually have done something about it.
I'm an asshole. It's hard to change.
Annons
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dracodormisar
Sat 19 Jan 2013 21:51
Jag vet hur det känns. Man vill göra ett bra jobb men man vill inte försumma sin plikt som familjefar heller... Det gäller att balansera och kanske säga nej till sådant som inte är lika viktigt. Prioritera.
/Cadmus
/Cadmus
CassiopeiaW
Sat 19 Jan 2013 18:52
:/ Det finns stunder då jag saknar dig.. Hoppas att allt löser sig.
Kath Angel
Sat 19 Jan 2013 16:25
Get a few lower spread jobs with the same outcoming economy together. You'll get more time for your family, I promise..
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