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*Firi looks empty at nothing at all and sighs slight deep. he doesn't speak to anyone trying to help or talk to him. He refuses the food he gets from stranger and the people he knows. His in deep thought, trying to figure out what on hell what's going on about Nougami and Yuris. He was cold and slight shaky. He have grown much weaker and no one could believe now that he were a high ranked dragon. He also thinks some at Kau and try to slove every mess up*
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Shinji
Tue 17 Dec 2013 01:19
Yuris came running, seeming a bit stressed, perhaps even afraid. He was looking for Firi, desperately.
Anonymous
Tue 17 Dec 2013 01:28
*firi only sits there, empty. Much more skinny and paler then he use to. His eyes are red, like he's been crying a lot and in a long time of period*
Shinji
Tue 17 Dec 2013 17:13
Yuris stumbled on rocks and sticks, desperately getting through the crowd of the city. He saw Firi sitting in one of the usual places they've met before, and let out a relieved sigh. Yet he still looked sad. He went up to him, breathing heavily and sweating slightly. "..F-Firi...." he said, looking up at him, looking extremely worried.
Anonymous
Tue 17 Dec 2013 17:43
Firi look up with empty eyes. He doesn't speak at all cuz no words would come out of his open mouth*
Shinji
Tue 17 Dec 2013 18:29
Yuris laid one of his hands on his, looking into Firi's eyes with that sad look. "I'm so sorry about all of this...I-...I meant to tell you EVERYTHING about me, all the secrets I had to keep. That no one but I and Nougami know of....and those secrets were kept for a reason...But I'll tell you, if you want. I'll tell you anything, because I love you." he said, smiling faint, wanting Firi to say something back.
Anonymous
Tue 17 Dec 2013 20:31
Starts to speak before I change my mind.. *firi swallows hard*
Shinji
Tue 17 Dec 2013 21:05
Yuris looked around to see if anyone was around, seeming very cautious. "I want to tell you one most important thing before I do. If anyone else hears about this, my life will be in grave danger. Don't tell anyone about the things I'm about to tell you. Can you...promise me that?" he whispered.
Anonymous
Tue 17 Dec 2013 21:50
I promise yuris.. I would never lie, turn my back against you or tell things you say to me
Shinji
Tue 17 Dec 2013 22:32
"I know, I just...have to make sure." he said and bit his lip.
After being quiet for a while, he looked at Firi with a serious face. "I'll just drop the bomb right away...I wasn't originally a demon. I was human."
After being quiet for a while, he looked at Firi with a serious face. "I'll just drop the bomb right away...I wasn't originally a demon. I was human."
Anonymous
Tue 17 Dec 2013 23:49
Firi looks shocked at yuris "you was what? But now? How? *he looks real confused*
Shinji
Wed 18 Dec 2013 00:32
Yuris massaged his forehead slightly, sighing. "Um, Nougami used to live and work in the human world, to earn energy for this world. Not many take that risk, but he did." he sighed yet again. "And, um...I was quite a rebel back then, and I met Nougami when I was attending a new school after being expelled from my previous one...Me and Nougami kind of fought a lot, mostly because I put up a fight. Yet, I-...." he sighed heavily, he hated to say what he was about to say. "I fell in love with him, and he fell in love with me. Well, It was more of a hate-love kind of thing..." he sighed heavy.
"Nougami got selfish when he saw me grow into a man, he realized that I would die in something that would be a blink of an eye for him. He...couldn't allow it. He was obsessed with me...And forced me into this world. He used a hella bunch of energy to make me a demon, and it takes a lot to keep me alive. Without the contract I'd die instantly. That's why he works so hard, and that's why he's sick. He's providing me with so much energy that it's affecting his health. He's angry with you because you 'stole' me from him, even if he's the one keeping me alive, the one I actually need to stay close to." Yuris seemed a bit sad about the whole thing.
"Nougami got selfish when he saw me grow into a man, he realized that I would die in something that would be a blink of an eye for him. He...couldn't allow it. He was obsessed with me...And forced me into this world. He used a hella bunch of energy to make me a demon, and it takes a lot to keep me alive. Without the contract I'd die instantly. That's why he works so hard, and that's why he's sick. He's providing me with so much energy that it's affecting his health. He's angry with you because you 'stole' me from him, even if he's the one keeping me alive, the one I actually need to stay close to." Yuris seemed a bit sad about the whole thing.
Anonymous
Wed 18 Dec 2013 00:40
*firi Only listen and nods some. He doesn't say anything and looks down on his hands around his legs*
Shinji
Wed 18 Dec 2013 01:02
Yuris was silent for a while, but then spoke again. "I didn't like this world. Not one bit. I was angry and confused, I didn't know what had happened to me. When he told me all about it, I got mad. Really mad. But I still loved him.
Yet, we agreed on to not tell anyone about this. It's forbidden to bring living humans to this world without any good reason. I posed as his 'long lost brother', and no one suspected a thing. To keep people away from me, I acted as a rebel against the class system, people wouldn't want to befriend me if I was just violent and pushy about my opinions...It went well, for a very long time." he hugged himself slightly. "...Then you came along."
Yet, we agreed on to not tell anyone about this. It's forbidden to bring living humans to this world without any good reason. I posed as his 'long lost brother', and no one suspected a thing. To keep people away from me, I acted as a rebel against the class system, people wouldn't want to befriend me if I was just violent and pushy about my opinions...It went well, for a very long time." he hugged himself slightly. "...Then you came along."
Shinji
Wed 18 Dec 2013 21:47
"You were too stubborn...and eventually I let you in, even if I knew I shouldn't have. If I hadn't, I wouldn't have hurt you like this...I wouldn't have messed things up..." sadness could be heard in his voice.
Shinji
Thu 19 Dec 2013 14:22
Yuris looked at him, still with that sadness in his eyes. "I have to go see Nougami more often, or I'll run out of energy...I..can't avoid that anymore. But I still love you, and I want to be with you." he hugged himself slightly. "but you choose what you want to do. I understand if you don't want to see me after all this.."
Anonymous
Thu 19 Dec 2013 15:01
I don't know really.. you hurted me real much.. but I love you real much
Shinji
Thu 19 Dec 2013 20:42
"I know..I know-..." he sighed slightly, keeping himself from crying. "Either way...I don't want you to stay awake in this condition any longer. Y-you're sick, therefore you should sleep...I'll wait for you, if that's what you want."
Shinji
Sat 21 Dec 2013 20:57
Yuris frowned slightly as he looked at Firi, crossing his arms. "You look terrible." he said with a sad tone. He really was worried.
Anonymous
Tue 31 Dec 2013 23:11
Yea it's cuz of you.. I don't know what to do with all of the information
Shinji
Wed 1 Jan 2014 15:03
"No...but...you're sick!....It's not good..." he said, shaking his head.
Anonymous
Thu 9 Jan 2014 12:36
so it doesn't matter if I sleep or stay awake.. and really now.. I rather stay awake to see what you plan to do
Shinji
Thu 9 Jan 2014 15:55
Yuris looked at him, furrowing his eyebrows slightly. "What I plan to do?! I don't have ANY idea unless YOU tell me what you want!!" he kept looking sad, awaiting a clear answer.
Anonymous
Sat 11 Jan 2014 15:24
Well I still don't know.. is it not fair that the one that lied to me proved that he really loves me and stuff like that to gain back my trust?
Anonymous
Wed 15 Jan 2014 12:52
What I want? *thinks some* no I think that's more what you want.. or I don't know anything.. everything is so fucked up right now.. I can't think at all.. my head hurts like hell.. and I clearlty don't understand why you would lie to me at all
Shinji
Wed 15 Jan 2014 22:01
Yuris clenched his fists. "I TOLD you...It wasn't something that was supposed to be heard of from the beginning...and I was scared of what Nougami would do if I told anyone...Why don't you understand that?" he said with tears in his eyes.
Anonymous
Thu 16 Jan 2014 10:34
Cuz I can't get it.. Why would one want to lie.. Keep it a secret.. *sighs* I don't see the point that's it.. *looks away* and I can't handel shit like that.. cuz that's what I hate the most.. Lies.. everyone does it nowdays.. *sighs* My brother lies.. you lies.. I don't know who to trust.. even I myself lie to myself
Shinji
Sun 19 Jan 2014 12:49
Yuris shook his head. "Because it's necessary. Sometimes things are so serious that we just can't tell the truth. And I've just told you the truth, the one I wasn't supposed to talk about at all, not to anyone...of course I had to conceal it with lies!!!"
Anonymous
Mon 20 Jan 2014 15:44
still.. it's very low.. *whispers and looks away* but everyone lies so.. even myself.. but I don't lie to others around me.. i only lie to myself..
And really now *tips head and looks with tears in his eyes* how do you plan to make it work between you and I if i'm redy to still go on?
And really now *tips head and looks with tears in his eyes* how do you plan to make it work between you and I if i'm redy to still go on?
Shinji
Tue 21 Jan 2014 19:27
Yuris was silent for quite a while, before looking up at Firi, tears flowing down his eyes. "I get it. You don't want to see me anymore...you could've just said it." he said as he clenched his fists and looked down at the ground.
Anonymous
Wed 22 Jan 2014 16:32
*gasp out* no.. wait.. That's not it.. I want you still.. real bad..
Shinji
Thu 23 Jan 2014 22:54
Tears flowed down Yuris cheeks, yet he tried to dry them away desperately. He sniffled and sobbed, he started to sound more desperate. "Then why do you confuse me so?!"
Anonymous
Fri 24 Jan 2014 16:21
Don't ask..I confuse myself.. but I do want you.. or else I don't have anything to live for
Anonymous
Sat 16 Nov 2013 21:45
*Firi turns around and looks empty at Kau but then slight warmer* Hi~ *his voice are very cracked and broken*
Yaoiboys
Sat 16 Nov 2013 23:46
Kau nuzzles against him and mumbles a healing spell, not caring if it would help or not he had to try "Don't do this... Don't you leave me as well."
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 00:07
Kau.. Yuris has a master.. Did you know that? His master was what he called his brother but he was his master and lover *Firi tries real hard to stop Kau wasting energy for him*
Yaoiboys
Sun 17 Nov 2013 00:28
Kau stops healing as he hears what Firi says, staring shocked at him "H-he has what?!" he looks shocked.
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 00:47
He lied to me Kau.. I thought I knew him and that he loved me.. but all was a lie
Yaoiboys
Sun 17 Nov 2013 01:04
Kau tenses up and hisses, almost growling "H-how could he? What.. What does that mean for the two of you then?..." he bites his lip hard, hugging Firi tigher "How are you Niisan?"
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 01:38
*he shrugs* I don't know what it means.. but his master took him with him this time..
*leans in to your arms* I don't know.. And how are you Kau?
*leans in to your arms* I don't know.. And how are you Kau?
Yaoiboys
Sun 17 Nov 2013 01:57
"T-took him? And Yuris allowed it?... I'll kill him.." he kisses out to then frown a bit "Same as you, I don't know.."
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 02:02
He was kinda fainted I think.. i don't know it all seem so unreal.. so blur.. *thinks some* do you have a master yet Kau?
Yaoiboys
Sun 17 Nov 2013 02:16
Kau frowns and shakes his head "He's not worthy of you." he said sounding quite mad to then shake his head slowly "No... But.. There is someone I'm getting intrested in.. I think so at least..."
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 02:18
*Firi looks away and ignores the subject of Yuris*
Mm that's good.. make sure he can be your master
Mm that's good.. make sure he can be your master
Yaoiboys
Sun 17 Nov 2013 02:27
"I don't know if he even wants me... And he might leave, even if I come to like him.." he said but then tenses up staring worried at him "W-why do you think I need a master so much?"
Yaoiboys
Sun 17 Nov 2013 06:30
"Mmh, same to you niisan.. Don't you dare to die on me, cuz... Then I'll have to follow." he said hugging him a little tighter and cuddles against him.
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 13:29
mmngh you will be fine without me as soon as you find someone new again Kau *smile crooked*
Yaoiboys
Sun 17 Nov 2013 16:56
"NO!!" Kau shakes his head hard "I won't be! Without Niisan I'll never be fine!" he sounds almost as if he's about to cry.
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 17:28
Kau.. I got nothing to survive for more then you.. and I can feel how every energy sucks away from me after all that happens
Yaoiboys
Mon 18 Nov 2013 00:37
"I DON'T CARE!! I WON'T LET YOU DIE! GOT IT?!!" he screams and tears starts rolling down his cheeks.
Anonymous
Mon 18 Nov 2013 01:45
*Firi seems to be in huge shock and his heart breaks once again* Kau I'm so sorry... You wanna know why I wondere if you got a master or not? Cuz I have thought about something.. We're not blood related so it wouldn't be strange if I was your master until.. you find another one.. and that way I can be calm and knowing that you will stay alive
Yaoiboys
Tue 19 Nov 2013 11:20
Kau hugs him tighter, he would have refused to let go if asked to... Leaning his forhead against Firis shoulder. But he jolts up hearing what Firi says and now it's his turn to be shocked, not able to get out a single word, or even understanding what he just heard "W-wha...?"
Anonymous
Tue 19 Nov 2013 13:46
*Firi bite his lip some and looks down onto his shaky hands. Not daring to say anything more*
Yaoiboys
Tue 19 Nov 2013 14:04
"I... I d-don't know.. Y-your still my brother a-and..." Kau nuzzles closer "I-I love you but not in that way.. A-and being with anyone but Koujaku still feels wrong, I can't bring myself to feed unless I'm close to... W-well dying.
A-and I couldn't feed from you Niisan.." he lets out a small sob and shakes his head "W-what if I feed to much? Y-your already weakend, what if I killed you?" he let out a whimper and hugged him tighter "I.. I..."
A-and I couldn't feed from you Niisan.." he lets out a small sob and shakes his head "W-what if I feed to much? Y-your already weakend, what if I killed you?" he let out a whimper and hugged him tighter "I.. I..."
Anonymous
Tue 19 Nov 2013 14:11
You won't kill me Kau.. I know you won't be able to.. Look I'm still standing even if I been ill for so many weeks now
Yaoiboys
Fri 6 Dec 2013 23:40
Kau hugged him tightly and leaned his forhead against Firis chest, almost as if to hide his face before he let out a sound, like a sob...
Yaoiboys
Sat 7 Dec 2013 16:43
"Your sick... And still you tr to help.." he somehow gets out with a weak heartbroken voice.
Yaoiboys
Sun 8 Dec 2013 15:54
"B-but I don't want you t-to... If it means Niisan might get worse I.. I don't want it."
Yaoiboys
Mon 9 Dec 2013 09:33
"You don't know that, you don't know how much I need to feed... I can't Niisan.." he shook his head hard.
Yaoiboys
Thu 12 Dec 2013 22:01
"BECAUSE!! If... If I start feeding off you now you'll get worse! And then you might die!!"
Anonymous
Fri 13 Dec 2013 02:01
How can you be sure that I would be worse? You can't know.. I know I can handel it or else I wouldn't say it would be fine
Yaoiboys
Sat 14 Dec 2013 00:04
"I can taste your engergy... And I'm telling you.. Even if it doesn't get that bad... You would get worse. A-and I refuse to be the cause of it!" his voice was shivering and tears started to roll down his cheeks.
Anonymous
Sat 14 Dec 2013 15:59
No.. you're wrong. Nothing would get worse.. I know my body Kau.. and don't cry please.. I just said it.. and it would keep both alive
Yaoiboys
Sat 14 Dec 2013 22:56
"If you can't I wont even consider to consider it!" he fealt like tearing his hair and just scream
Anonymous
Sun 15 Dec 2013 01:12
It is Kau.. or you the only way to prove it really is to feed you a bit
Anonymous
Mon 16 Dec 2013 01:53
But it could save us both! At least för the time being
Yaoiboys
Mon 16 Dec 2013 03:10
"How would loosing energy make you ANY better?! You need that energy to get well so STOP IT!"
Yaoiboys
Tue 17 Dec 2013 15:21
"THEN WHAT?!" Kaus breathing started to speed up and his body wobbled slight.
Anonymous
Tue 17 Dec 2013 17:40
Calm down kau.. the Only way to save you now is this.. All I feed is you right now
Yaoiboys
Tue 17 Dec 2013 22:32
"NO I WONT CALM! Cuz your not listening! YOU WILL NOT FEED ME! Your my brother! I can't! And you have NO proof that it wont make you worse so I'm NOT taking that chance!!" he screamed and let go of Firi, almost hyperventilating.
"I-I don't care about m-me... I'm useless, no one n-needs me. But n-niisan.. Niisan is a good person so you c-can't die!"
"I-I don't care about m-me... I'm useless, no one n-needs me. But n-niisan.. Niisan is a good person so you c-can't die!"
Anonymous
Tue 17 Dec 2013 23:59
If you die kau I got nothing to live for.. so for fuck sake just Think about it for some days.. and I'm sure that in those days you have all the proof you need.. cuz if you give up and choose death then I can also give up
Yaoiboys
Wed 18 Dec 2013 17:35
"You have Yuris don't you? I'm the onne with nothing if Niisan dies..." he could hardly speak by now, only panting and his breathing was very strained.
"N-NO... I wont I wont I wont! And Niisan ha-has to live."
"N-NO... I wont I wont I wont! And Niisan ha-has to live."
Anonymous
Wed 18 Dec 2013 17:52
I don't have yuris remember!? He lied to me and are not here with me!
Yaoiboys
Thu 9 Jan 2014 00:27
"Maybe not to you, to me it does." he curls up " I don't want to die... But I can't live with loosing Niichan as well."
Yaoiboys
Thu 9 Jan 2014 22:43
"I-I never said we shouldn't... J-just that I can't and won't let you feed me."
Yaoiboys
Sun 12 Jan 2014 20:13
"I wont." he said with a decided voice "Koujaku has no right to kill me without even being here."
Yaoiboys
Mon 27 Jan 2014 03:58
"You meet him before, the dragon who feed me while you talked to Yoru.. He's feed me before." he said while "looking" down.
Anonymous
Sun 9 Feb 2014 02:06
You can be with him for sure.. *looks empty at kau* without me worry about you.. you be fine with him.. he's nice and hava a good heart.. would never hurt you
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