I love you those three words that mean so much. We use it too often. Making it just sound like whispers in a terrible storm. Theres no longer words to explain my feelings for you. If i only could tear my heart out and give it to you, Just to show you... There is 2 parts in my heart. One huge dark piece, where all the memories of my life is stored. Sadness, pain. And then there is that little bright piece that enlighten the darkness. That is were you are... Without you i would walk around in the shadows, Nothing but a ghost in a shell. Everytime i hear your voice, see you smile, my whole being feels like a dream of happiness and joy. You make me live. You make the blood circulate through my veins. You make me happy enough to work myself through this hell of mine, To one day break free and come to the heaven were you are god. A paradise were only you and i exist. Until then, just stay, wait for me... I am your devoted slave. I beg you, please show me mercy, Please me mine. I will wait for you forever, Even in death, when im not here anymore, I will be a ghost that forever whisper in your ears, I love you... So damn fucking much that my heart explodes, Shredded into blooded pieces of lonelyness. All the times when im feeling lonely, which most of my time awake, even when i sleep, dreaming, thinking of you. It makes me want to cry, makes me want to hit someone until they cant move, makes me want to hurt myself, to feel physical pain, instead of the mental pain in my heart. To know that you are not here, here with me, right now, it makes me want to die... But i cant, because i know that you are there, waiting for me, longing for me. At least so i hope. But i believe in you, I trust you with my life. Its an immortal, eternal love. A promise written down in blood, that one day, you will be mine, and i will be yours. I am yours, forever... My dreams, the nightmares, that i will never meet you. The paradise of sleeping, the dreams when you are with me, to see you smile, to be with you 24/7, forever. Just to hold you in my arms, to hug you tightly, would make my life great. It would be like living at the sun, it would burn me to death, i would melt from inside out in notime. But i would die happy. Just one moment of love... Love from a god to someone like me. Insane but not impossible. Cause you are my goddess. To turn hell into heaven, my hell, an impossible task for anyone, except you. That, is why you are my goddess. Stay with me... I love your voice. I love the way you are, your interests, everything you do. Just to know that you like me should enough. But i need you, everyday, to not hear your voice for one day, its just impossible. Im reserved for you. There is not a living thing that could measure itself against you... To be with you, that would be, well, its impossible to describe how it would be. Such words do not exist, not in this world. The only thing i live for, is to hear your voice tomorrow, and the next day, and the day after that. I assume you get the picture. Or...do you actually get the picture. I suppose you do. I love you, like friggin hell. Jag vill bara att det ska vara föralltid, du och jag, en fusion. Två personer som älskar varandra så mycket. Allt jag vill är att det ska fungera. Att jag kommer få vara med dig, Förr eller senare. Jag tillhör dig. Nothing but a mere demon, ill follow you, forever... - Önskar någon kunde älska mig så igen .___.

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Nickeliin Wed 8 Aug 2007 21:34

T_T Vad fint.

Anonymous Sun 5 Aug 2007 21:57

jag älskar dej .. <3

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