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SÅ FAIL JAG VA!!!!!!!!!
ja min cosplay på närcon..(inte minsta likt)
men.... my point is not this... is coming about now.....
have you ever think what's happen with ppl's lifs change? Some of them get a better life, other have the bad luck, like mysealf get a muth harder life and get more depprest i don't know how ppl survive the depretion. but anyway I did a test and it sad "towords depretion" and..well what can I say?.. I can do anything. Sure i can try make ppl happy and liv on that. so what?.. i have no soul i guess... no one to liv for, no one to see in the eye and smile full hearted , I cant make things better, but i can make someone feel the same pain I feel in my cheast every day every minut of my pathetic life. Nothing works enymore.. sure I'm still alive.. SO WHAT!. how many have the heart to tell me who really can tell me how muth they hate me and want to go and put a bullet in my forhead, life its a bitch I cant say more, left for dead.... left to mult in the darkness of ppl's hearts. to just look how ppl get happy when I sink througth the ground. see how everyone turn there backs to me and walk away. I dont ask you to be there for me always just when I need you, even if I say i wanna make things on my own, even if i yell at you and try to make you go away... I need you when I having hard times, I don't wanna figth more with ppl i have close to my heart, dont wanna hit some one who dont desurv's it...oh.. i heard someone say help others and its take you closer to god.....WHAT A FUCKING PIEACE OF BULLSHIT!!!.. so if "god" really existed who the fuck have desurved to feel like this , to have a broken heart and hate everything he/her done.
as I sade, i dont want you to stand and hug me in 45 houers and say "its ok" every 25 minets.
I want you to give me a helping hand, to feel I can do it!...
how can I make things when I dont even have the will to see the ligth side on the life, i migth not have friends who care about me so long.. coures all my friend start the gymnasim and i going to sitt alone and look in to a wall and think " why did I do like that?" all of you who have read this far..thank you ones agen. life is't fair......but one life can change a other person life.
one more thing... dose who think I cut my wrist can go lick a fucking camel dick cuz you guyz sucks.....
and all of you who reads this... thank you
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