Monday 16 February 2009 photo 2/2
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So okay fuck it today isn’t a great day I admit it.
I feel kind of down right now without a reason, it is this damn snow and the cold. It makes my energy run low and I gotten out of shape! Not training capoeira for half a year has left me like a piece of broken machinery and it's hard to get the engine going again. I need even more of the fury and rage to boost it into high gear and right now that shit just isn’t working, but who the fuck is I to complain really? I mean at least I've got contact with the local capoeira group so it's moving forward. The most annoying thing beside the frequent energy drain is an old battle wound surfacing again, my back hurts like hell! All the time and it's because I've got out of shape, I freaking know it, but I guess it's good and bad to. At least the pain keeps me on edge and sharp, the downfall is that it does put a knife in the concentration.
So I say: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGH! "giving the finger"
This is the usual morning ritual, keeps me going for a little time longer you know. Other news is that I've been working on an letter to Henry Rollins, I taught damn might as well write the guy. Nothing sent yet thou! I'm also working on one of my secrets, nothing big; I just want to get it on the road before giving you guys a heads up on it. Bedsides that, not much is going down, more than fucking frustration, pain and sheer raging anger.
Can't do much more then love it can you?!
I feel kind of down right now without a reason, it is this damn snow and the cold. It makes my energy run low and I gotten out of shape! Not training capoeira for half a year has left me like a piece of broken machinery and it's hard to get the engine going again. I need even more of the fury and rage to boost it into high gear and right now that shit just isn’t working, but who the fuck is I to complain really? I mean at least I've got contact with the local capoeira group so it's moving forward. The most annoying thing beside the frequent energy drain is an old battle wound surfacing again, my back hurts like hell! All the time and it's because I've got out of shape, I freaking know it, but I guess it's good and bad to. At least the pain keeps me on edge and sharp, the downfall is that it does put a knife in the concentration.
So I say: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGH! "giving the finger"
This is the usual morning ritual, keeps me going for a little time longer you know. Other news is that I've been working on an letter to Henry Rollins, I taught damn might as well write the guy. Nothing sent yet thou! I'm also working on one of my secrets, nothing big; I just want to get it on the road before giving you guys a heads up on it. Bedsides that, not much is going down, more than fucking frustration, pain and sheer raging anger.
Can't do much more then love it can you?!