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I was afraid to open my heart
Afraid to let it get crushed
But suddenly there you were, out of nowhere
You made it all so simple, you made me feel so safe
I never stopped to think, cause you felt like an angel
After a while you opened up and told me about you problems
Everything that's been bothering you, and the crap you've been put through
We both cried, but it made me understand you
I wanted to take away your pain, I wanted to help you
I did what i could, but I guess no one can take it all away
You made me open up, I told you things no one else knows
The last couple of years I've probably become a nervous wreck
But being with you made me feel like I was floating on a sky
You have no idea how great you made me feel
I actually really fell in love, I actually love you
Can you believe that?
But now you broke it, it's not the first time
It's hard to eat, it's hard to smile, it's hard to sleep, i'ts hard to do anything at all
My mind keeps playing all the times with you over and over again
all we ever did together, all the good memories
Its like Im going crazy, I dont know what to do
I want you back, I really do
But now you dont even talk to me, you're mad
And I dont know why
Honestly, you can be such a dick, but you can be the sweetest of them all as well
On and off, Ive been wanting to log out
Now I'm sitting here with my bottle, crying my eyes out
I hope I didnt hurt you, I saw the tears in you're eyes last time I saw you
I never wanted you to walk in to all the fighting that night
Or to see things that way, I tried to talk to you, to apologize
But you wouldnt listen, I hope that's not why you're so mad
My head has been spinning round and round trying to find out what made it this way
But I cant, I really cant
I keep seeing a picture in my head, keep fantasize you with another girl
It's my worst nightmare, but what if it's true? Or if it's coming true?
What will i do?
I think my final words will be
I love you
//me
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