After an unusually restless night with very vivid dreams Tarjei woke up feeling how his whole body ached. Not that that was something unusual as it usually happened after those kinds of dreams, but he was feeling sick as well, almost feverish. And knowing that being sick was not something that was good with his state of mind he left the bed, got dressed and quietly left the apartment to go see a doctor.
An hour later he's on his way home again with the prescription antibiotics in his hand. He holds it tight and bites his lip as he keeps his head down. With everything going on around him he doesn't want to look up and realize that what he sees isn't really there. He pulls his jacket closer to himself and hopes that it won't get worse...

Tarjei nods, and even though the shine to his eyes fades slightly he understands what Nezyah means. "That's okay~ I'll be happy for anything that can help him even a little."
Hearing Nezyah he smiles nuzzles gently as he's puffed. "I can forgive you~I'm just happy you're here~ and thank you~ it would really be nice if you could try to think about using the door. Not that I mind that you come here and so, but using the door would be more...normal..." he blush faintly as he says it and he hopes that his dad doesn't take offence. Though the thoughts that rush through his mind is what his dad might see if he just shows up like that and he doesn't want for any awkward situations to occur.
Though hearing the deep sigh he looks down as he feels like he disappointed Nezyah. "I'm sorry...he just looked so alone sitting out in the rain like that...but, I promise to be more careful." He looks up slightly looking very apologetic. "And Thargrim has said the same thing as well..." He smiles faintly as he says it but it makes him see that he has at least two people that care around him and it makes him happy. Getting the question about money he blinks some as he hasn't really thought about that at all. "Erhm...we're doing good. I haven't thought much about that but I think we're still okay with money." He nods more and looks up at Nezyah and he's glad that his dad doesn't seem to disapprove all too much about the guy he lives with. "He's really kind~ and he..." he hesitates slightly as he doesn't know if it's good or not that he can hear him in his dreams, but he figures that if anyone would know it would be his dad. "...erhm...I've heard him in my dreams sometimes...and then they're not all bad anymore...." he looks down again as it feels like his again disappointing Nezyah by finding some other comfort in his dreams besides the wolf

Nezyah could see that he had made Tarjei disapointed as he wouldn't look for things, but it took something special to cause a demigod amnesia... But there had to be a reason, and if it was that the boys father had done something he did not want to cause unecissary chaos in Era... Or if the boy had not been as good of a person as he was with Tarjei, then maybe the memories were best left hidden.
But he did not want to tell his son those things, and so he gave him the next best thing "Then I will do my best to stumble onto somthing, soon~ Okey?" he said with a warm voice and a soft smile.
"I'm glad to hear that, because I am glad that I am here~ But there is no need to thank me, because even thou it is where I should be, as your parent... I wouldn't want to be anywhere else~" thou hearing the last he can't keep from letting out a laugh "Well as I said, I will do my best, and I'll even knock~" he joked and gave him a small wink.
"No, you do not need to apolegise Tarjei~ I just worry about you and what could habe happened if he hadn't been a nice person, because unfortunatly peoples evil do not always show on the outside... So I am very glad to hear that you will be careful~" he said with a slightly calmer tone in his voice, even thou he knew he would keep an extra eye on his son untill he was sure that was true. But hearing that even Thargrim had warned his son he couldn't keep from letting out a laugh "Well then I suppose I can allow myself to relax a little~" he felt himself liking the boy a bit better, but even so, he did not trust him.
Nezyah nods slow and puts on a warm smile "Good, just ask me if you need any more~" he said and stroked his head over Tarjeis... But knowing how quickly they could run out he made a mental note to transfer some more, just to be on the safe side.
Hearing his son describe Thargrim he smiles softly, but he tilts his head hearing that Tarjei has dreamt of him "Is that so? I am glad the dreams have gotten better, and I hope it continues that way~" he said and gae him a warm smile, and seeing Tarjei being insecure he tilts his head a little "I am glad you have found someone to keep you company when I cannot, also I believe there are a few things you do not wish to discuss with me, but hopefully you can speak to your friend about them instead~" he kept the warm tone as it truly meant a lot and it actually eased his own guilt quite a bit.

Tarjei smiles and nods as Nezyah says he'll help as soon as he can. "Thank you~ but you don't have to hurry too much. I mean, it's better you find something good than just something small...I think Thargrim would agree too."
He almost apologises for thanking him, but stops before he says anything and just smiles softly as he stays close. "I'm glad~" he finds it nice to hear that Nezyah does want to be him like this, and even though he's not used to it he's glad to finally have a parent that actually seems to care for real. And hearing Nezyah laugh he lets out a small giggle and nods. "That would be even better~ but as long as you use the door I'll be really happy~"
Tarjei keeps his head low as he still feels slightly bad for having made Nezyah worry for him like that. "I just wanted to help..." he sounds rather small when saying it even if what Nezyah said wasn't really scolding. But he nods again to confirm that he will be more careful. Though hearing that Nezyah laughs he looks up at him looking slightly confused as he didn't see what was funny. But hearing what he says he nods and smiles as he figures out what Nezyah meant. "You should relax~ cause you don't have to worry about everything~" He smiles softly.
"I will~but I don't think it will be necessary..." he moves slightly against Nezyahs head feeling him stroke over his and he sigh rather content as he curls up a bit more.
He tilts his head slightly though hearing that Nezyah doesn't seem mad he relax and instead smiles again. "I want for them to get better too. But...I mean, Thargrim doesn't make them better like that, cause they're still bad. They just...become less real...i think..." he looks slightly confused as he tries to explain. "It's more like...when I hear Thargrim...it's easier to see that it's a dream...there's a...distance?" He frowns some as it's not completely clear to himself what he means but he just doesn't know how to explain it. Though he blinks slightly confused as Nezyah mentions things he would rather talk to Thargrim about. "There are? I mean, I don't know anything I wouldn't want to talk to you about." He smiles slightly. A shudder runs through him and he pulls the blanket closer as he starts to feel cold again. "I think I can talk to you about anything~" He close his eyes some and he wonders slightly where Thargrim is and if he found everything.

Nezyah nods understanding "Of course~" he said with a soft smile on his lips.
The chuckle that Tarjei let out warmed Nezyahs heart and he cuddeld against him and another small chuckle leaves him as he hears the answer, but having said what could be said on the subject he left it be for now.
"I understand that Tarjei, you have such a kind heart... Which is why I couldn't be mad over this, even if I had tried~" he said it a little jokingly as he didn't want for the boy to seem so insecure when he had done nothing wrong, and if nothing else... He wanted Tarjei to feel comfortable enough to be selfish once in a while around him. And so the sight of his sons smile returning made him feel like he was a little closer to that goal "I will do my best, but I will not make any promises~ It is part of being a parent to worry about even the silliest things~"
Nezyah nods pleased, looking relaxed as he hears that Tarjei will let him know should they find themselfs with to little money.
Hearing what effect Tarjeis free loader hand on his dreams he looks suprised to then smile warmly "Any improvement is good in my opinion~" he smiled warmly at the boy as that felt like a weight was lifted from his shoulders, even if it was just a tiny improvement "No matter if you feel like you can explain it or not~" he added jokingly to then stroke gently over Tarjeis hair.
"My sweet son~" he almost purrs it out and you can hear both pride and happiness in hia voice "I am glad you feel that way~ He said and as the boy seemed cold he brings the boy close so his own side can warm Tarjei before letting his warm fluffy tail almost lay as a quilt over him.