Im outside the fence, im a free man, but it dosent fit me. i feel lonley, it feels empty. you are there for me, you listen on my problems, you listen on my life, your a big suport. you have done more than you know, for me, a man who have had unlucky whit his life, unlucky who got that parent. there is just one thing i cant talk about to you, one little thing, that i have to carry on my own, and figure out by my self. no one can help me whit that, no one. do i go crazy because i feel lonley? or is it real feelings? i have to figure out, by my self, whit no help. i think about it day and night, try to figure it out, but i cant. are those feelings real? are they true? or am i just a sad person who want someone there, someone beside him, somone to care about and to be whit, i dont know yet. i think, only time can figure it out for me, i try, but i cant. so only time...

i dont want to trick you into something, i dont want to trick me. do i want more? one thing i know, is i dont want less. i dont want to destroy our friendship. mabey you wouldnt bother me anymore, mabey you wouldnt care, or mabey, mabey the best would happen. but is it what i want or do i just want you as my friend? only time will solve this, only time will fix it. only time, will see...

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October 2010