Monday 28 September 2009 photo 10/11
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I knew it, I knew it wouldnt be us again. But i hoped, deep inside. my heart is beating for two. It is still ebating for you, as it has the last 3 years. it came like a chock, I shouldnt care who you are whit, i shouldnt care what you want, i should let it go. but i cant, its too hard. my eyes cries blood for you.
it's hard for me to handle, only god knows if i can. i go crazy, i miss you everyday everynight. I FEEL SO DAMN ALONE! im not complete whitout you. i havnt realized until now i do still love you, i do still want you. You whit him. those words are banging in my head, so hard it hurts. all i can think about is back when we where one, when we where together. when we first met, when we first kissed. Its like throwing a stone at me wich knock me down on the ground, and i lay there. and i wont get up. we had it. you are special.
Everytime we touch. everytime, i get butterflies in my stomach. i remember you and I, laying in the bed all day and kiss. it was wonderfull, but its gone. never again.
never will i be able to kiss you, never ever again.
never will i be able to kiss you, never ever again.