I searched for it, and finaly I found it. It was a closed door. I searched for the key, and after a long time I feel like given up!.. But I went to the door again and I see that the key was there. I opened the door and it was heavy but I just think of YOU and came finaly in throw the door... Then I went 9 steps and after that it was empty. And it was only one way to go; The way back again. But when I stand at the first step again you stand between me and the door and say - Turn around.. Do you se how many steps which is left!... And it realy was many more steps then before! It was so many that I couldn't see were the last one was.. It was feeling like it was a game, like on every step it stood a text, like; Go 3 steps back, or take a card and read what's on it.. But it was not some stupid game, like before.. It was just steps which should be stepped on, you took me up on your shoulders and started to walk. For every step you came forward the steps behind disappeard. After every step you took, with me on your shoulders, it feels like never before, feels like heaven, and it was! And after we had walked four hours without stopping, you sad - I realy love you, it's not just something I say.. Because if I not had been hounest, you never had came in to this place. So, grab me orderly. Because this much I love you. And you started to run! I was just sitting there and finaly smile an dthis was my thoughts: Who am I trying to lurk! I love YOU too. I shouted it out and stopped slowly. But then I sad - RUUUUUUUUN! And you began to run again and we laughted because were so crazy..... in each other. <3

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