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just when I thought everything was going to be okay
that I finally would be okay

out of the blue

there were you

... and now I just sit in silence...

with a head screaming on full volume
anxiety scratching away on my the inside of my veins

psychic abillities running wild

I see the future

I see the past

I cannot see the present
not even at the face of death

I cannot see you

Stuck, yet I embrace the cold
to be perfectly honest I never planned to be this old

shivers, breath is heavy
cant focus

I know theres nothing to fear

I've been here before

though the feeling of your tender kiss is still present
I do not long for your embrace

nor your company

I close these drapes of Iron around me
to never see daylight

to never feel the warmth of another being

my brittle heart yerns for company
I know now..

this cannot be

nails from the wooden walls

surrounding this iron fortress

points inward
to myself

maybe i should just stay silent

silent
cold

snow

this beauty is a bliss

Im ok
it'll all be alright

Im fine.

HenkaZ out...

Annons

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Camera DMC-FZ38

Focal length 5 mm

Aperture f/4.0

Shutter 1/130 s

ISO 80

Date

May 2019