Loosing it You see; there are some people who thinks it is fun to be insane. Most grow out of it when they turn around 17, immature ones might not even grow out of it until they are 25, or until they experience someone who really IS insane. But... it is not that fun. Some chase mental freedom and doing whatever they want for the moment being. Giving in to their impulses so to say. But imagine not being able to stop. I do not know what the H is wrong with me, but I just can not socialise with other people. Cognetive therapy my skinny fat ass. It does not matter WHAT I think when my lack of inteligence gets a hold of me. It is like falling through the air. I do not want to resort to violence towards myself, but that is what have kept the body in check. But I say Fuck This Shit and struggle with werther I should try to get thrown into some mental institution or if I should just try to stick it out. I want an education and I want a life, but there seems to be no way that could work out. I am not cut to deal with this. People I mean... I turn into a laughing freak. I am thinking about quitting Yonas again. I do not want to... but he keeps me social, for both the good and the bad reasons. I just can not figure out wich is the worse...

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Anonymous Fri 29 Feb 2008 22:09

O_O

GeminiJuSa Fri 29 Feb 2008 22:10

what? why "O_O"?

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