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We have had two concerts today in school, and as usual when it comes to
music and I do not get to sing; I found myself completely worthless. And
of course my ensamble members decided that not only were we doing
"Johnny B. Goode", we were doing it FASTER then the original speed!
Originally it is 170 bpm, a tempo I have a really hard time adjusting to
(think such a simple song would be easy? Think again >_< Or I just suck
that much and you get the picture...) and they - with their unabillity to keep
a tempo, or get the right one - did it faster! Those fuckers! I could only
hope that they had turned my mich down. I had a micked acoustic guitar,
and I hope nobody heard me. "I don't know why" is ok to speed up a litte,
I can deal with that, allthough I obviously have a hard time dealing with
that C#m chord...

I am pretty confident in the fact that the Ensamble has completely stopped
bothering to even try and tell me how lousy I am and how much I ruin their performanses. I am so lousy that the teachers had to compliment me.
Sympathy compliments is aweful. They must have thought I was breaking
down or something... Well... I also realized when I got home that I have
COMPLETELY forgotten the chords to my guitarhomework.

Where is your God now?!

<div style="text-align: left;">Why am I doing this anyway? It should be obvious by now that I should keep
away from everything that concerns other people. I even experienced fail on a
huge level as Ryuu tried to engage in a hug with me. He pushed my lollipop
out of my hands :( I was taken by surpise and from behind, so I did not see
it comming... But still; I even fail getting HUGED!

I wish somebody would shoot me in the head so I would get ridd of all this
shit. If I do not die, I can blame the headinjury for everything.