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I can't find myself in this mess!
I am nowhere.
I'm tottaly lost.
Why schould it be so hard to find myself again after this deconstruction?
Why?
Now it's a bigger part missing in my life!
YOU!
I didn't know that you ment so much for me!
It feels like my hole life is gonna disapear just because I miss you!
It feels odd!
It's a hole new feeling.
I've never felt this way before.
So why now?
Why do this feeling have to come now?
Why does my life feel miserable?
Just becuse I left you?
I can't understand why my feelings are so mixed right now!
I just can't!
But why am I feeling broken?
I don't want to, but this feeling is comeing back Again!
It don't leave my alone.
It just don't!
I wanna be alone.
Don't wanna be close to you anymore!
So why do I have to?
That's my only question.
I cry over you, but I absolulty don't want to!
I don't wanna think of you, but it just happen!
I don't want to!
Please help me not to.
PLEASE!
SOMEONE!
Please, help me forget.
I know that it's over now, so why do I cry over it?
It was my decision.
I thought that you would cry the most, but why am I the one crying?
I can't believe it!
It's hard!
But if I thonk it's hard, why am I not doing anything to make it easier?
It's less difficult, than crying!
So why am I not trying?
maybe because that I know that I can't do it!
NEVER!
I have tried to, but it didn't work.
I don't know why.
I just know that it did not work.
So I don't dare to try one more time.
But why does it have to be like that?
Why am I always this ridiculous?
Always!
If something goes wrong, I don't wanna do it again!
Ever!
I'm gonna miss you and you know that.
So don't even try to say something else!
I can't live without you.
So why try to?
Maybe because if I do I'm gonna get broken.
Again!
I don't think it's gonna be easy.
But you don't know!
I have to forget Everything about you!
And it's NOW!
If i'm not, I'm not gonna get over you!
Ever!
And I want to do that!
But it's hard to!
I don't know why it is!
Just that it is hard!
And I don't want it to be hard, it just is!
I am nowhere.
I'm tottaly lost.
Why schould it be so hard to find myself again after this deconstruction?
Why?
Now it's a bigger part missing in my life!
YOU!
I didn't know that you ment so much for me!
It feels like my hole life is gonna disapear just because I miss you!
It feels odd!
It's a hole new feeling.
I've never felt this way before.
So why now?
Why do this feeling have to come now?
Why does my life feel miserable?
Just becuse I left you?
I can't understand why my feelings are so mixed right now!
I just can't!
But why am I feeling broken?
I don't want to, but this feeling is comeing back Again!
It don't leave my alone.
It just don't!
I wanna be alone.
Don't wanna be close to you anymore!
So why do I have to?
That's my only question.
I cry over you, but I absolulty don't want to!
I don't wanna think of you, but it just happen!
I don't want to!
Please help me not to.
PLEASE!
SOMEONE!
Please, help me forget.
I know that it's over now, so why do I cry over it?
It was my decision.
I thought that you would cry the most, but why am I the one crying?
I can't believe it!
It's hard!
But if I thonk it's hard, why am I not doing anything to make it easier?
It's less difficult, than crying!
So why am I not trying?
maybe because that I know that I can't do it!
NEVER!
I have tried to, but it didn't work.
I don't know why.
I just know that it did not work.
So I don't dare to try one more time.
But why does it have to be like that?
Why am I always this ridiculous?
Always!
If something goes wrong, I don't wanna do it again!
Ever!
I'm gonna miss you and you know that.
So don't even try to say something else!
I can't live without you.
So why try to?
Maybe because if I do I'm gonna get broken.
Again!
I don't think it's gonna be easy.
But you don't know!
I have to forget Everything about you!
And it's NOW!
If i'm not, I'm not gonna get over you!
Ever!
And I want to do that!
But it's hard to!
I don't know why it is!
Just that it is hard!
And I don't want it to be hard, it just is!
Kämpa bara vidare, du klarar det här. Även om det känns jättesvårt :/
Älskar dig, finns här för dig now and forever <3
Meen då trodde jaag visst feel om diig!<br />
<br />
Du ska bara veta hur mkt jag älskar diig!<br />
Meen detta funkar nt meer!<br />
Jaag vill att deet ska funka, meen deet göör bara deet om vi båda vill deet!<br />
Meen nu är jaag nt säker på om du göör deet!
jag vet att det är svårt men nu är perfekta tillfället att kämpa,
att bevisa att du klarar dig själv,
du vet själv hur det blivit annars,
är det något är det bara att ringa och du är välkommen nästa helg säkert <3
Älskar diig!<br />
Fatta huur mkt du betyder föör miig!
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