Saturday 30 May 2009 photo 1/2
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I know I betrayed you. and I change my mind like hell!
And I know I never get a chance to, but I am a better person now.
I have done bad things, I know.
I also know that I hurt you more than I ever could imagine.
And I feel ashamed.
I know that you do not want to listen to me, I know it hurts.
I have done things to you.
But now I know, the way I want to go, is with you.
I sit here alone and I cry.
I cry for the pain I gave you.
I cry for everything I did to you.
I cry because I think back.
At all times when I was on your chest,
when I know your breath and hear your heartbeat.
I miss those days, I miss everything with you.
I miss your body, tight against me all of our nights.
As I said, I love only you,
And I do not want to live without you.
And may I not live with you, I would not live at all ...
And I know I never get a chance to, but I am a better person now.
I have done bad things, I know.
I also know that I hurt you more than I ever could imagine.
And I feel ashamed.
I know that you do not want to listen to me, I know it hurts.
I have done things to you.
But now I know, the way I want to go, is with you.
I sit here alone and I cry.
I cry for the pain I gave you.
I cry for everything I did to you.
I cry because I think back.
At all times when I was on your chest,
when I know your breath and hear your heartbeat.
I miss those days, I miss everything with you.
I miss your body, tight against me all of our nights.
As I said, I love only you,
And I do not want to live without you.
And may I not live with you, I would not live at all ...