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I've come to accept the fact that he's not coming back, but that doesn't make the pain any easier.
I can't even cry, tears haven't fallen down my cheeks for so long. Still I just want to scream my fucking lungs out in the rain and let all my pain run down with it.
I couldn't care less if I have makeup all over my face. I need to be able to feel those tears again. I need to be able to feel like a normal human being again. But I turned the switch...
And now I don't know how to turn it on again. So I'm just laying here, feeling the pain eating me from the inside without knowing how to feel about it.
The night and the darkness used to be my friend, but even that have left me. I'm not saying that I hate these summernights, because I love them so much, but I hate that I can't hide in the dark anylonger.
I can't even cry, tears haven't fallen down my cheeks for so long. Still I just want to scream my fucking lungs out in the rain and let all my pain run down with it.
I couldn't care less if I have makeup all over my face. I need to be able to feel those tears again. I need to be able to feel like a normal human being again. But I turned the switch...
And now I don't know how to turn it on again. So I'm just laying here, feeling the pain eating me from the inside without knowing how to feel about it.
The night and the darkness used to be my friend, but even that have left me. I'm not saying that I hate these summernights, because I love them so much, but I hate that I can't hide in the dark anylonger.
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