Friday 15 November 2013 photo 2/2
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WARNING: THIS IS A BItCHY, WHINY RANT
(You have been warned)
Lately i just feel like I'm a burden on everyone when I'm not smiling, goofing off and being crazy.
I feel like as soon as I let my smile fall and I talk to people I'm a burden and even though I know they don't think the same I feel like I'm just bitching on forever and ever about my pathetic problems that aren't even real problems compared to other people.
I get mad at myself for feeling sorry for myself and then I get mad with myself agian for being angry and then I'm just sad.
I feel like I'm chasing after a tragic lovestory I'm never ever going to catch and playing rockstar in between just to get passed by more succesfull and talented musicians as I try.
I have no idea how to stop this wave of melancholy that sweeps over me every morning when I get out of bed.
I just don't know why my heart is always broken.
Maybe someday I could take my own advice
Annons
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Anonymous
Sun 24 Nov 2013 16:09
Jag känner igen den känslan att vara/ att känna sig som en börda.
Så man klistrar på leendet.
Så man klistrar på leendet.
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