i cant understand i cant get it in my head that youre gone gone forever for many years you were the one who loved me did everything for me like an extra dad i remember your smile and the sound of you laughing you were never angry always cheered me up with your pictures and jokes a special man as you is hard to find my mum was lucky to have you but then you got too sick and you had to leave and when you left a part of my heart ran with you we visited you sometimes and i saw a man i barely recognised you couldnt walk your hair was long and your body wasnt yours i didnt understand then that one day it would kill you you took the plane to brazil moved from us and your son was only two years old when they found you white and cold the ocean carrying your body you who had been my "dad" didnt exist your eyes would forever be closed and your mouth would never again say my name your face would forever be stiff and white but in my memory youre still alive and i like it that way i wish it was true why did you have to leave?!

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October 2010