April
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This is my only place of ridding my thoughts, for no one would listen, not to this, not of her.
I dreamed of her again, yet never like this.
I have dreamed before, but now, there seemed to be no veil of dreams between me and her.
I could see her, as if with my waking eyes.
She was beautiful, as I remembered her. The most beautiful girl whom I ever layed eyes upon.
The moment I saw you last, you remember it as well. You were even more beautiful than my eyes recalled. Why are you still so fair to my sight? Your beauty ensnares me, even in a dream.
And so I am condemned to this life of emptiness.
It felt so real, as if you truly were in my embrace again, as if I could smell you like before, as if I could trust you again, as If you were mine once more.
You can't help but feel emotionless
When you're the one standing
Watching from the outside
I never had to care
I never had to worry
But I never stop thinking
I dreamed that you loved me again.
I dreamed of your body, such as I recall it last I laid eyes upon it, so perfect, so real.
I carried you this time, like I wanted to last. You had not let me then.
Your soft skin cried for my caress, I could naught but answer.
It was for once, finally perfect, as it always should have been.
I long for you. Such purity of feeling I have never felt before. It breaks me, I am tattered.
I still despise you beyond utter contempt, yet I love you.
If you only knew how much I still love you, would you even care? Would it make any difference?
The pen must have slipped to the side
And left a stain
Next to her name
He knows she's gone
And isolation
Is all that would remain
The wound in me is pouring out
To rest on a lover's shore
My dreams are my only connections to you now, and in spite of them not being real, I treasure them. They are my only places where I can truly find peace and answers.
Such dreams are no more than distant visions. Hopes. But not real. My reveries engulfed by the rest of the world.
You are still killing me, yet I cannot resist you. You cause me nothing but pain. Even now. I beg you, get out of my head, leave me be, you will be the death of me in the end.
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