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BILL: "I WANTED TO DROP EVERYTHING!"
Bill has never been in a more thoughtful mood! Only in BRAVO the Tokio Hotel front man reveals how sad he is sometimes.
A recording studio, hidden away in a backyard in Berlin-Schönefeld. Together with BRAVO reader Nora (13) Bill Kaulitz (20) is currently standing inside a recording booth on the first floor of the building. She won a part in "Arthur and the Invisibles 2" (in cinemas from 26th November 2009) with BRAVO. Bill dubs the main character, Arthur. Though for now the Tokio Hotel singer is taking care of Nora, supporting her while recording. Both of them are getting along well, Bill is having lots of fun, is laughing all the time. However, he suddenly shows a totally different side [to himself] during the BRAVO interview that's following...
Bill, are you happy?
I'm totally happy with my career. Our album "Humanoid" is being received incredibly well. We're more successful with it in the charts than with our last album in most European countries! I wished my private life would go just as well. I don't know what I need to be content – however, I'm not.
Any idea why it's like that?
Maybe because I've got no time to really be happy about what I've experienced. I can't celebrate or enjoy our success because I've always got something new to do. And I'm still missing love. Unfortunately...
How can you find it? Can we help?
I just don't know either. (sighs) There are many people trying to find a partner on reality shows. However, "Bill in Love" would absolutely not be for me. To develop feelings for a girl in front of a camera - that doesn't work... Unfortunately it's very unlikely that I'll meet someone privately just like that. After all I'm not going outside, not even shopping!
And why don't you just escape your world for once and go out without securities?
To be honest I don't even want to try it, am even scared of it! It's difficult for me to go to a club by myself, especially in Europe. Even with securities it very much feels like a photo shoot or a signing session to me. Those times I feel like an animal in a zoo. However, that's of course part of being a celeb. Maybe I'll meet someone through my job one day - who knows…? If love really happens to come along, it'll probably be totally random.
Are you at least happy with yourself?
Sometimes I can't stand myself at all. I don't watch performances of myself - I can't stand myself on TV. I'm also annoyed that I'm constantly thinking about something. That I'm agitated and not relaxed so often. I always check twice whether the door is locked. [I] Have a look around ten times [to see] whether I really haven't forgotten anything. I think I just have to get more relaxed.
Are you afraid of the future?
Yes. Who knows what I'll be doing in five or ten years? It would be my nightmare to envision having an office job in front of a computer. That just isn't for me. Even back in school I've already had an issue with authority. I just can't listen to anyone. I'm hoping that I'll always be able to be my own boss.
Do you also lose it sometimes - or are you more like constantly being nice?
I'm very emotionally charged, [and] have already yelled at the guys or other members of the team often if something doesn't go right or isn't to my liking.
What does an argument between Tokio Hotel actually look like?
In the past we've also been beating each other. Nowadays we're more about mind games…
Really?! What does that look like?
In that case we don't talk to each other anymore. Or we deliberately cancel somebody else's appointments: If I'm really looking forward to a photo shooting and Tom's mad at me, he'll secretly cancel it. However, any trouble is mostly gone the following day.
Has anyone of you ever said "I've had enough! I quit!" when you were fighting?
Nobody has said it out loud yet but every one of us has had that thought already! There have also been moments when I thought: I'm not doing this anymore, I'm dropping everything! And this still happens: that I'm thinking, I just want to have time to myself.
What kind of situations are the times everything gets too much for you?
When I'm at a loss or I'm running out of ideas. Then there's also days I just want to pack my things - and would rather not hear anything about the band anymore for a year. However, in the end I think about the fans again, [and] about the strength they give us and how much fun it actually is for me to be the front man of Tokio Hotel.
BILL: "I WANTED TO DROP EVERYTHING!"
Bill has never been in a more thoughtful mood! Only in BRAVO the Tokio Hotel front man reveals how sad he is sometimes.
A recording studio, hidden away in a backyard in Berlin-Schönefeld. Together with BRAVO reader Nora (13) Bill Kaulitz (20) is currently standing inside a recording booth on the first floor of the building. She won a part in "Arthur and the Invisibles 2" (in cinemas from 26th November 2009) with BRAVO. Bill dubs the main character, Arthur. Though for now the Tokio Hotel singer is taking care of Nora, supporting her while recording. Both of them are getting along well, Bill is having lots of fun, is laughing all the time. However, he suddenly shows a totally different side [to himself] during the BRAVO interview that's following...
Bill, are you happy?
I'm totally happy with my career. Our album "Humanoid" is being received incredibly well. We're more successful with it in the charts than with our last album in most European countries! I wished my private life would go just as well. I don't know what I need to be content – however, I'm not.
Any idea why it's like that?
Maybe because I've got no time to really be happy about what I've experienced. I can't celebrate or enjoy our success because I've always got something new to do. And I'm still missing love. Unfortunately...
How can you find it? Can we help?
I just don't know either. (sighs) There are many people trying to find a partner on reality shows. However, "Bill in Love" would absolutely not be for me. To develop feelings for a girl in front of a camera - that doesn't work... Unfortunately it's very unlikely that I'll meet someone privately just like that. After all I'm not going outside, not even shopping!
And why don't you just escape your world for once and go out without securities?
To be honest I don't even want to try it, am even scared of it! It's difficult for me to go to a club by myself, especially in Europe. Even with securities it very much feels like a photo shoot or a signing session to me. Those times I feel like an animal in a zoo. However, that's of course part of being a celeb. Maybe I'll meet someone through my job one day - who knows…? If love really happens to come along, it'll probably be totally random.
Are you at least happy with yourself?
Sometimes I can't stand myself at all. I don't watch performances of myself - I can't stand myself on TV. I'm also annoyed that I'm constantly thinking about something. That I'm agitated and not relaxed so often. I always check twice whether the door is locked. [I] Have a look around ten times [to see] whether I really haven't forgotten anything. I think I just have to get more relaxed.
Are you afraid of the future?
Yes. Who knows what I'll be doing in five or ten years? It would be my nightmare to envision having an office job in front of a computer. That just isn't for me. Even back in school I've already had an issue with authority. I just can't listen to anyone. I'm hoping that I'll always be able to be my own boss.
Do you also lose it sometimes - or are you more like constantly being nice?
I'm very emotionally charged, [and] have already yelled at the guys or other members of the team often if something doesn't go right or isn't to my liking.
What does an argument between Tokio Hotel actually look like?
In the past we've also been beating each other. Nowadays we're more about mind games…
Really?! What does that look like?
In that case we don't talk to each other anymore. Or we deliberately cancel somebody else's appointments: If I'm really looking forward to a photo shooting and Tom's mad at me, he'll secretly cancel it. However, any trouble is mostly gone the following day.
Has anyone of you ever said "I've had enough! I quit!" when you were fighting?
Nobody has said it out loud yet but every one of us has had that thought already! There have also been moments when I thought: I'm not doing this anymore, I'm dropping everything! And this still happens: that I'm thinking, I just want to have time to myself.
What kind of situations are the times everything gets too much for you?
When I'm at a loss or I'm running out of ideas. Then there's also days I just want to pack my things - and would rather not hear anything about the band anymore for a year. However, in the end I think about the fans again, [and] about the strength they give us and how much fun it actually is for me to be the front man of Tokio Hotel.
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jag blir så jävla lessen , varför kan man inte bara låta de ha ett privat liv alltså inga fucking paparazzis och stalkers när de är hemma eller vill gå ut och käka eller vad som helst !
FAN JÄVLA FITTTOR !
jag älskar bill men jag vet att jag kommer aldrig kunna göra något så han mår bättre !
:'( <33
hatar verkligen stalkers och paparazzis. jag HATAR dom! dom förstör så jävla mkt.
Många gånger är det bara negativt att Tokio hotel har en sådan stor fanskara! Andra kändisar kan åtminstonde röra sig och ha ett liv =/
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