February
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I have an extremely dark night, I haven't had this for long.
At one point even you, yourself give up. I mean for me it all is going the way i want to but I'm still in such a conflict with everything all I honestly do when I go outside is smile, I don't know where to turn to talk cuz i don't know how to explain what I, myself feel.
It's like I'm trapped in myself. I'm used to fight many many many fights on my own and I don't regret that. That had made me stroger and less dependent on people witch I personally see as a good quality,
But at one point even i burn my own will to fight and need help and have to move my pride, By then I'm already falling and no one can reach their hand out to catch me, Unless i decide to climb to the wall next to me.
I'm slowly falling, I can't see anywhere i can turn.
That's why I stay quiet, and let myself fall.
I hate my pride sometimes.
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