Friday 11 February 2011 photo 7/7
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Standing on the same spot as i did yesterday.
To be honest.
On the same spot as i did when all this shit started.
I find myself doing things i know is wrong..
So why am i doing them?
I tell my dad i'm gonna go to sleap.
I walk up the stairs and locks the rest of the world out.
I enter my own world.
Where it's just me and the people I love.
No more tears, no more wounds.
Blood is valuable, like gold, and I have lot's of it.
I slit my wrists to give to the people that needs it.
It does not hurt at all.
Then some one rips me out of my dream world and sais
" Eira you've got a phone call, it's your mother."
Crap!
Now I got blood evrywhere!
On the carpet, on the pillow.In my bed!
I grab the phone, hiding my wounded wrists from my father.
I get in a fight with my mother.
Mad at her for forcing me to leave my dream and come back to this cruel reality.
I throw the phone to the wall,
mad at my mother for trying to tell me how to run my life.
But probobly just mad at her for abandoning me..
Then after 3 hours of tears and more wounds,
thinking throug all the things that hapend to me for the past 2 years,
I finally fall asleap.
Hoping that, this time, maby i won't wake up..
Annons
Anonymous
Sat 12 Feb 2011 14:51
Cool bild
smurfen monshishi
Fri 11 Feb 2011 22:53
wake up please, i couldn't make without you and you know it, i'm so scared to lose you, your my sister by heart and soul, you are my heart and you take care of my soul when it's in need.
and yet i don't do anything for you, but i beg you in anyway i can please wake up and take my hand and just sit by my side, cry with me and laugh your my everything i can't explain it, i didn't think i could love somone this much, your my everything your a piece of me. <3
and yet i don't do anything for you, but i beg you in anyway i can please wake up and take my hand and just sit by my side, cry with me and laugh your my everything i can't explain it, i didn't think i could love somone this much, your my everything your a piece of me. <3
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