April
Tuesday 3 May 2011 photo 2/2
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Something is ripping me apart! If I think of it I burst in to tears.
There is obviosly no stop to it. I tried it all.
Life wont accept me, death wont accept me, I don't belong in heaven nor in hell! Then who will take me?!
My world is upside down. One second I'm happy, the next suicidal.
I don't know who cares, and who who's just using me?
People don't realize how hard I've been fighting to become, and stay, the person I am. They call me weak, and pathetic, while they are the onec who are just going with the flow.
I am stronger now then I was before. I know that! I feel that! I'm more honest to my self. All the difficult feelings I have... I've hidden them away.
Deep inside me, where I don't, to be honest, even let my closest and dearest friends in. I've become a castle. But even a castle needs som kind of love, and not just from the gratefull people inside, but the kind of love that takes care of me. But I am starting to realize, that I'm not ment to have the one thing i need to survive. So... how then... can I survive?
Annons
smurfen monshishi
Wed 4 May 2011 19:07
tell me what's happening, and if you don't survive i'll still folow u into the valley and futhor on until the end. <3
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