I keep telling myself its just not in my hands
(this seems outta my hand man)
For losing you slowly was just not in my plan
(this wasn't supposed to happen like this)
I look to the sky sometimes, just hoping you're there
(i don't think shes coming back this time)
hoping you're there (not this time)

Cause every time I pick up a pen its all you
and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us two
pages turn so fast like all those pages do

your words that bleed through!

Get back in my arms and just hanging by my side
losing hold of you has left me dry
tell me where you run to and where do you hide
know you've never once left my mind

Tell yourself I'm sorry for these things that I've done
oh tell yourself never seen that love that gone no
tell yourself its over now and not to run
just tell yourself I'm sorry for what I've done
Cause every time I pick up a pen its all you
and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us two
pages turn so fast like all those pages do

your words that bleed through!

Listen while I'm talking , I don't do it too much
can't help feeling that came between us
whatever happened to the way that it was
One thing I cant have is what I want...

Who decided its gonna end up this way
who decided that you could not stay
you wont be here by the end of my day
cause i cant even listen to words that i say...

But every time I pick up a pen its still you
and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us two
pages turn so fast like all those pages do

your words that bleed through!

I swear you never really miss it till its half gone
then you tighten up your grip trying to hold on
didn't really appreciate it when its in your arms
then you can relate to every word in your song
like was i wrong but i know I'm right
but in hindsight, I blame the limelight
maybe i just needed time to get my mind right
maybe we'll reconnect when the times right
I'm trying to think about the causes
was i too bossy exactly where the fault is??

I was told to step in love with some caution
cause love and shit is no difference in the darkness
but love is where the heart is
you can see the blood as its dripping through the gausses
So i guess I fell outta love with a smile and more love with applause's

And its quiet in my house
your silence is my home
and everything reminds me -that I am all alone.

Its quiet where you used to be,
and now that you're gone, there's not a sound , there's not a word but a dail tone...

well its quiet when I'm drinking,
its quiet when i smoke,
its___ when I'm eating, always I sleep all alone,
its quiet now it's louder than i sit still like a stone,
only from my dreams where you wont go..

every time I pick a pen its all you,
and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us two,
pages turn so fast like all those pages do,
your words that bleed through..

don't pick up that pen, no I, all I say
don't look in the mirror, at all I am
the pages turn, the pages burn, and its all cause of you
(it was tears that were soaking these pages,
words that left me bleeding and pleading??)

How did i get in this predicament???
was I influenced by the benefits
cause I was hitting on so many chicks, lovin' you and leavin' you was the only sentiment...
but I guess I wasn't ready for ya,
cause I'm rubbing your feet , cooking spaghetti for ya
taking you to parks winning teddy's for ya,
but in my heart I'm thinking there's someone better for ya,
but my hearts like 'no not this again',
cut it out black, you know how this will end..

and I swear I really was listening,
but my dick was yelling and my heart was just whispering ,
so you know who I listened to,
now my hearts bitching cause hes missing you,
got my eyes staring at some old flicks of you,
when my nose swears that it can still smell the scent of you,

and my soul is saying damn she was meant for you
and my soul is saying damn she was meant for you
and my soul is saying damn she was meant for you
and my soul is saying damn she was meant for you

I've been wondering, watching
I've been waiting so long
I've been talking, I've been listening
I've been playing my song
I've been hoping you'd would be leaving
honestly you're not
I'm not with you,
but i miss you...

Annons

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February 2014