I feel jealous at the moment. I dont even know why. I admit that im not good at anything, even my friends hate me ... My life is tottaly messed up. I hate when ppl talk shit abt me and I get pissed when they steel my photos. I hate the ones who copy me.And the ones who try to take over my life style. I know that I have alot of friends, but when I get to meet them they are the worst; they are the #1 looser and left with white socks and shitty timberlands. they come and get stylish and get to be cool.then they forget everything. they leave me behind after they get what they wanted. they leave with checker socks and converses and spesially with a piercing for free and lots on liprings, and lots of clothes that they took from me after they met me.... They barly say hi when they see me,but I dont really give a damn shit. 1 goes 10 come back. life is hard! no one is a best friend! everyone uses you for a surten advantage.So you better take life not so siriously. They take everything they like from your wardrobe ,but when you take a braclet from them they start to talk shit. they finish your hairspray and take your spike belts... I wish I have my old friends, the ones that loved me... Too bad I moved away from the place i lived for many reasons. But wtf you still got to live your fucking life as its ment to be. No one cares if you're dead or not. so you dont have to care abt them. you have to start to think like them and payback. No need to take pills and get drunk for some stupid thing or a silly fight. no need to get depressed for no reason. No need to think abt your friends and get bad grades and double your class for some shitty kids you used to know and talked to them in class instead of listening to the teacher, and go with them to any place they want instead of finishing homework. well i been talking too mutch and Im getting sleepy .i know the 99% of you wont read this and I dont give a fuck _|_ But its what i feel at the moment and maybe tomoro il be happyer. <<END>> (Sorry for the spelling and the fucking leter mix ups and im not that good at dictation.Now beatit. )

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March 2010