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THE RISE OF HHÓ
" Pronunciation 0f Hhó , I thought I'd clarify It sounds like "HoE."
Fuck it im gonna be honest and real with you all
anyways this is the new start for my life journey so to speak.
im 16 now,im not legalize drinker and cluber,i dont mean to sound that im promoting that and being prideful of my age,
anywho the life of "Hans"most people think im some "facebook Socialite"
which having big hair and a blunt atitude i suppose you would get me missunderstood with some egotistic "Scenester"
well sorry to disspoint you all when i say im pretty much down to earth.
and i try to not get into drama,thats childish and if "People" Continue calling me anti semitic name's that address my "personal appearance" then thats fine darling
i mean your probably some fag?whom thinks he is a superstar with his reindeer nickname,that has Hiv?or some tall old child molester "who is on a sex offender site"Im not a big to give u that site.I have class :).anyways who thinks he some scene kids LOL!?darling?long hair?and your 21?wow pretty pathetic,and im the immature one?
anyways and im the bitch?and the monster?and im fat?=O!!
lions and tigers and bears Oh my!
anyways so most of you are out of the loop.well put it in words and if u read this note you will understand my point of view which is the right one :)
so in a nutshell?i have had a bad year,emotionaly and some psychical problems,
so once upon a time i was a size 0.hard to belive now since i dont fit in those jeans anymore,
The Story
so if you all most know i have been dealing with a tragedy of a loss in bestfriends,my friend had gotten murdered,and that really didnt hit me at the time,i mean i felt sad and all that,i didnt even show it,like cry wise,or anything soo threw the months that past,i was in a relationship that wasnt what i though,i was honesty neglected and the worse i got into psychical altercations with this person that will not be named.so threw going threw the fighting and having my friend's death liger on me like a dark cloud,i was losing myself,i started to stay home,and not get ready and not be the old hans that would party in a heart beat,i would watch T.v and eat all day,yes sadly ...soo going threw this my body changed yes i started to not fit my jeans i was at first pissed off ,but i though why should i care?my "boyfriend"at the time,will love me if i gain alittle wieght?right?well times go by.and he wouldnt answer my phone?i though at first his job mybe keeping him late.so that would occur for couple of weeks,and that time,food and alcohol was the only thing that filled my pain.and soon i realized,i was back to my normal wieght which is 140-150,but before i was at 110-120.. so it hit me like a pill of bricks,like i had checked my email.it was the last email my bestfriend sent me.and it was like,"brother Hans "you will become something one day and make me proud and dont listen what ppl say.and i was like wow...my eyes opened up..and yeah i stop overer eating.and i was wtf am i doing?im suppose to be a strong person,you know?so back to the "Boyfriend"thing well i was right he was cheating on me.with some ugly person,i mean im not the best thing ..but i know im better looking then that person,ahhaahahaahh had to say that.soo my x was living with me?and seeing that person?i let it go?and i was scared of letting him go..iduno it was wierd for me ..to have him stay with me...soo one day,i had it i was like.leave??!!he was like fine im not coming back!i was like thank fucking god!; ) and iduno alot my stress was like gone :)!!!and i felt sooo good,ahhahaah i cant explain why i was way happy but it was a good feeling.
soooooo you could honesty give me about my wieght,like im not perfect and i dont claim?Im some supermodel.cuz im not.im a real person like anyone else i do have feelings and it can get hurt,from ppl i would consider my friends at that time.
soo the reason for thisnote is to be honest and those friends who wanna be childish ,Go right ahead call me names :) if it makes you all feel better.
cuz to be very honest,you all are getting way old,and putting somebody down?cuz there not fucking Kate moss?or jeffree star.then i feel sorry for you all old men who try to be young.lol LMFAO!
!!soooo im the new hans harling:) ...yes its sounds wierd but its who i am.im a real person with a heart,and i love everyone who shows me respect.
and to my personal appearence :) well i been exsersizing so ill be better then before you all watch ;D
OH and one more thing to the 2 guys?that were calling me names?
one thing boys
Kiss My Fat Ass :)
chow
HHÓ
" Pronunciation 0f Hhó , I thought I'd clarify It sounds like "HoE."
Fuck it im gonna be honest and real with you all
anyways this is the new start for my life journey so to speak.
im 16 now,im not legalize drinker and cluber,i dont mean to sound that im promoting that and being prideful of my age,
anywho the life of "Hans"most people think im some "facebook Socialite"
which having big hair and a blunt atitude i suppose you would get me missunderstood with some egotistic "Scenester"
well sorry to disspoint you all when i say im pretty much down to earth.
and i try to not get into drama,thats childish and if "People" Continue calling me anti semitic name's that address my "personal appearance" then thats fine darling
i mean your probably some fag?whom thinks he is a superstar with his reindeer nickname,that has Hiv?or some tall old child molester "who is on a sex offender site"Im not a big to give u that site.I have class :).anyways who thinks he some scene kids LOL!?darling?long hair?and your 21?wow pretty pathetic,and im the immature one?
anyways and im the bitch?and the monster?and im fat?=O!!
lions and tigers and bears Oh my!
anyways so most of you are out of the loop.well put it in words and if u read this note you will understand my point of view which is the right one :)
so in a nutshell?i have had a bad year,emotionaly and some psychical problems,
so once upon a time i was a size 0.hard to belive now since i dont fit in those jeans anymore,
The Story
so if you all most know i have been dealing with a tragedy of a loss in bestfriends,my friend had gotten murdered,and that really didnt hit me at the time,i mean i felt sad and all that,i didnt even show it,like cry wise,or anything soo threw the months that past,i was in a relationship that wasnt what i though,i was honesty neglected and the worse i got into psychical altercations with this person that will not be named.so threw going threw the fighting and having my friend's death liger on me like a dark cloud,i was losing myself,i started to stay home,and not get ready and not be the old hans that would party in a heart beat,i would watch T.v and eat all day,yes sadly ...soo going threw this my body changed yes i started to not fit my jeans i was at first pissed off ,but i though why should i care?my "boyfriend"at the time,will love me if i gain alittle wieght?right?well times go by.and he wouldnt answer my phone?i though at first his job mybe keeping him late.so that would occur for couple of weeks,and that time,food and alcohol was the only thing that filled my pain.and soon i realized,i was back to my normal wieght which is 140-150,but before i was at 110-120.. so it hit me like a pill of bricks,like i had checked my email.it was the last email my bestfriend sent me.and it was like,"brother Hans "you will become something one day and make me proud and dont listen what ppl say.and i was like wow...my eyes opened up..and yeah i stop overer eating.and i was wtf am i doing?im suppose to be a strong person,you know?so back to the "Boyfriend"thing well i was right he was cheating on me.with some ugly person,i mean im not the best thing ..but i know im better looking then that person,ahhaahahaahh had to say that.soo my x was living with me?and seeing that person?i let it go?and i was scared of letting him go..iduno it was wierd for me ..to have him stay with me...soo one day,i had it i was like.leave??!!he was like fine im not coming back!i was like thank fucking god!; ) and iduno alot my stress was like gone :)!!!and i felt sooo good,ahhahaah i cant explain why i was way happy but it was a good feeling.
soooooo you could honesty give me about my wieght,like im not perfect and i dont claim?Im some supermodel.cuz im not.im a real person like anyone else i do have feelings and it can get hurt,from ppl i would consider my friends at that time.
soo the reason for thisnote is to be honest and those friends who wanna be childish ,Go right ahead call me names :) if it makes you all feel better.
cuz to be very honest,you all are getting way old,and putting somebody down?cuz there not fucking Kate moss?or jeffree star.then i feel sorry for you all old men who try to be young.lol LMFAO!
!!soooo im the new hans harling:) ...yes its sounds wierd but its who i am.im a real person with a heart,and i love everyone who shows me respect.
and to my personal appearence :) well i been exsersizing so ill be better then before you all watch ;D
OH and one more thing to the 2 guys?that were calling me names?
one thing boys
Kiss My Fat Ass :)
chow
HHÓ
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