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All Of This

now it's here
the blaze of another night

new
unworn

still it feels
just like yesterday

it's so calm
and silent

but inside
it softly burns

my mind's cracking up

all of this
riping
teasing
screaming
struggling

beats me up inside

feel like climbing
up the fucking wall

can't tell
if I'm dead or alive

I tell myself
to get up
and get out

a stare
at the window
a move
it's all that it takes

don't wanna do it
not again

I don't want to hurt
your feelings

that's why I'm leaving

guess youre free now
I can't deceive

if I'm not there

a step closer
trying to rearrange

but what difference does it make
when I've lost control

it's not my decision
anymore

one of the hardest parts
is feeling
but not knowing

you just sitting there
consider

and you just know
that somethin's going on

not sure
if this is a road
you really want to walk down

assuming
it'll be bad

you take a breath
and walking it down
anyhow

confused
and mad

trying to figure it out

gotta get away
really need to take off

too well knowing
our wounds wont ever heal

the stabs
was too deep

I was cheap
and way too weak

but if we can't turn it
and try to make it right

then all of this
are yours to keep

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Annons

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November 2011