16 April 2007
And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I know..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows
I don't want to have to be angry at you
I don't want to have to blame it on my father
I don't want to feel sick around you
but I do..
I don't want to ever fall in love
I don't want to feel so insecure
I don't want to have to write this to explain
Still I do
This feels better than nothing at all
I don't want to have to build this
I don't want to have to fit in
I don't want to have to need someone
but I do..
I don't want to have to attract boys
I don't want to have to be here
I don't want to have to eat to fill a hole
but I do..
But it's better than nothing at all
But it's better than nothing
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