Wednesday 29 December 2010 photo 4/5
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''Why do you treat others like you do?''
''You have to treat others with respect!''
''Don't raise your voice at me!''
''Do you think that I'm stupid?!''
''This is idiotical.''
''You think you can just sit there and do nothing?!''
''I run around and do alot of things for you and all I get back is a grumpy kid!''
The voices from the reality fade but the voices in my head stay...
''Die. Die. Die.''
''Why are you just sitting there and doing nothing? Hurt yourself. Do something.''
''You're an idiot.''
''You only make things worse. You should not exist.''
I sit in my dark and col corner, hoping that the voices will leave me alone..
Why can I not be given words of kindness? Why can't I hear them in my aching ears? Why must I linger in pain and agony, suffering and fear, anger and hate? Why must i know only how to hate and not how to love..?
Help me..
Please..
Just save me from this living nightmare...
Annons