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its like a hole diffrent world now,when I was younger I hung around
this kid who was like my third brother.watched out for eachother felt
anothers pain,and back in the day we even used to dress the same.I know
things changed from the world to the game but the strange thing I
forgot that kids name,we grew up on the same block hung for tweanty
years.I forget how he looks but the past is very clear.We wrote our
first rime together,got drunk our first time together,shit I tought we
would get signed together.Theese are days when we still got
along,chilled in the studio and killed evry song.1996 shortly after
graduation he flipped his attitude he started having situations.Started
acting weird stealing shit from the mall, and I know that aint so bad
but Im the one who took the fall."WHAT ARE BEST FREINDS FOR RIGHT?"Yeah
thats when i realized that this guy was an ashole inside.Lying
conniving cant deal with that shit.Keep on getting me in trouble Im
aboute ready to split.
I let the record spining, and evrything
is diffrent now from the begining and try to hang with them.And i cant
say I miss him, Im trying to elevate stay away from all the bullshit
and keep an mental state.And as the days goes by the mounth`s turns to
years.I was running in the clear but always felt that he was
there.Always felt he was around,I started feeling weird how is this kid
affecting me when I havent talked him in years!?.I couldent take it son
I had enough.So I made my way down town and got drunk as fuck.twenty
minute walk home took aboute an hour. tried to get sober quick by jump
into the shower.Got out slipped and hit the toilett. Then my blood
started to drip from the forhead.I stumbeld till my feet and things
become clearer I saw my best friend bleeding in the mirrror...
No one drags you down you do it yourself!
Annons