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This is for my man... this is for my brother... this is for my father.... this is for Michael Jackson.
I take some paper and try to dry my tears, but they just keep on fallin. They fall down on my T-shirt and it get big wet place on it. my mother says that i didn't know him, he's just an artist. you can't cry over him.
But one thing... maybe I didn't know him that personaly, maybe i haven't meet him. but one thing that i'm totally sure about is.. that I love him.
it can't go one day without i miss him, and i know how many that feel the same as me, but i don't really care bout that. because i know that I love him. Don't care if i'm just 1 of an million other.. because i am 1 of them who seriouslly have found love.. to late? yes. but i have feel the true feeling of knowing a person. I really know him in my own way. He maybe just was a human, like u and me. but i don't really think that. I think he was more, he was an Angel, a hero, a brother, a lover. Dear Michael, I love You.
So many people have bring him down, but he just stands up again after they beat him down. I am proud, I'm proud of being a Michael Jackson fan, because he has helped so much children, but not just only children! he make people belive, and i am one of them who stil belive. I belive that love someday, somewhere will take the step and we humans stop belive in hate, we change it to love. We forget how to hate and we all... just Love. No more wars, no more children dyin, no more pain. We Live In Peace And Love.
What have I learn bout love? I have learn that, love hurts... it hurts really badly when you love someone but never had the chance to say it. I have surely write this hundreds of times but. Michael Jackson I love You. I write it all the time to not forget love. love is dangerous, you can't help it, and you can't stop it. But Love is pure and Love is real! Love maybe hurt, but if it does you really love something. you can't cry love-tears if you don't love at all... I maybe cry many times, but I also try to laugh but, when he's not here... the laught.. it's just fake , it don't feel real, and the crying.. i think it's the same... the only thing i'm sure after 25th June.. is that I love Michael... I'm badly in Love.
Michael, when i listen to you late at night sometimes... i just close my eyes, and really listen. and i sometimes imagen that you hug me.. it feels like u are watching over me, and it really makes me feel good, to know you are here, that i'm not alone... even if your body isn't here... i feel your spirit and i feel love. Maybe it's just my brain who thinks about that... but i don't care... i belive in you, and I belive in love. the only one who have make me live like this,,, it is you.
when i see you.... when you dance or sing, u seems to be so alive, and i also see it when you are with children, u aren't doin' wrong when u are with them because, your love to them , it's pure and it's easy. You really love them and i hope that people see like me that it's just pure and lovely, not a sex thing.
You maybe didn't do everything right, you maybe aren't the perfect human for everybody, but you are truely for me.
Michael, You have stolen my heart, you have stolen my life, you have stolen my love. I love You and You are the true love of my life. I hope you'll meet me in my dreams and tell me that you're okey and that i maybe sometime can tell you..
Michael Jackson , I love You my angel, my love, my brother, my father and my Man. My Michael thanx.
Annons