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Lately I've started to question who I really am.
Am I my sickness or am I just controlled by it?
And sometimes... sometimes I think that what if none of this os real?
(everything is way too messed up to understand and figure out anyway so...)
What if I've been in a accident and is lying in a coma at a hospital somewhere?
What if all this is just one messed up nightmare were all my fears are coming to life, and all the good things that sometimes occurr and all the wonderful dreams I have are memories from what is real.
How can I be sure of what is real and not when it now seems I can't even be sure of were I begin and my sickness does...
(but I do know that is just a dream, and nothing else. no doubt)
Am I my sickness or am I just controlled by it?
And sometimes... sometimes I think that what if none of this os real?
(everything is way too messed up to understand and figure out anyway so...)
What if I've been in a accident and is lying in a coma at a hospital somewhere?
What if all this is just one messed up nightmare were all my fears are coming to life, and all the good things that sometimes occurr and all the wonderful dreams I have are memories from what is real.
How can I be sure of what is real and not when it now seems I can't even be sure of were I begin and my sickness does...
(but I do know that is just a dream, and nothing else. no doubt)
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