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To a missed friend So many questions .. so many thoughts.. Yet no answers .. I'm just walking on. Var vi någonsin bästa vänner i dina ögon? I think a lot about what we once had. If it was fake or if it was real friendship we had?It feels like you have erased everything about you and me in your life. Not a memory, not a photo,not a thought - like I'm all gone. Yet we see eachother 5 days a week . Sometimes I wonder If you ever would like to hold my hand and say "your my best friend" again and see If two angels could match. Everybody says It's better go on .. That you weren't a true friend,that best friends stays behind you no matter what.But everytime I think of us. So different but It was you and me. All the laughs we had. Maybe not so many talks at the time .. But I needed you the most when you walked away. Walking in school - all alone and forgotten. Ignored and never seen - yet all those comments from the people we call populare.. All the mobbing, all the tears.. I had no one to talk to and I wished you we're there to smile when things get sad and embarrising.That you we're there to hugh me and tell me that you never would leave "lollobollo".. What would have happened If so much new didn't come into our lives? What if you wouldn't have left? Why did you leave? But Everything is better now .. right? You are happy now, I don't hold you back anymore. You are the one you are and we are living to different lives. But once we we're best friends .. and even though I don't want to say this I face the truth - we are never going to be best friends again. But one question .. We're we ever best friends in your eyes? Hur får man känslor att sluta känna? Hur får man ett hjärta att sluta slå? Hur får man tårar att sluta rinna? Hur hindrar man en ängel ifrån att gå? Ett hjärta kan slå, ett hjärta kan brista.. En vän kan man få, en vän kan man mista.. Men i mitt hjärta e du gömd, för en vän som du blir aldrig glömd... Det är svårt att le, när man helst vill gråta. Det är svårt att hata, när man helst vill förlåta It's hard to forget a person you have loved so much in half your life.
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