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Do you know how much It hurts? Not being able to breath normally? Taking from 3-5 medicins per day .. To have headace all day. To have a horrible cold that makes It harder to breath .. To take those medicins everyday, in the morning.. afternoon and at the night .. But when you take it in the afternoon it stops after 4 hours.. so the rest of the night I have to have pain until I go to bed.. Then I go to bed, being able to sleep for 2 hours.. having a horrible cough .. waking up at 5:am in the moorning .. To feel the pain right away, the cough being worse then ever.. To have to cough for an hour and maybe vomit for an hour just so you can relax and fall a sleep for one more hour. Do you know how It feels when nobody is taking care of you? That your father is screaming "FUCKFUCKFUCK, DID YOU HAVE TO GET SICK NOW? AT MY PLACE? DON'T COME CLOSE TO ME .. I 'M PLAYING THIS WEEK!IF YOU INFECT ME IT'S YOUR FAULT!OKEJ? I CANT BE SICK, DO YOU UNDERSTAND?" .. When you lie alone at night crying over the pain you are waking up for.. Taking a overdose because It hurts to much? Do you know the pain to be alone, try to take care of your self but you feel that the sickness is taking over you? To lie alone in the sofa.. and screaming,crying and complaining over the pain but yet no one is there and saying "ooh,louise it's going to be over soon"... or no one who comes to you and holds your hand and looks at you like you wish you could do something.. To lie there, with clothes and covering over your whole body and just screaming, really screaming and reeally crying , do you know how it feels when you lying and doing all that and no one is coming to check over you? Being cold,having hi fever,vomiting,have a horrible cough,having problem with the bronchis so it gives you trubble to breath,making your lungs smaller.. I just want it to be over:'(
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Anonymous
Wed 13 Feb 2008 20:46
i hope it will be better.
and i'm here <3
and i'm here <3
Missnorman
Wed 13 Feb 2008 20:47
tack sötnos<'3 febern har gått ner idag men allt annat är likadant tyvärr:/ andningen lite svårare bara.. och tack älskliing,tack<'3 jag finns för dig också!
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