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''I love you yet
I doubt you
I don't mean to doubt you
But yet I don't doubt you
It doesn't make any sense
I'm just fucked up that the answer
How can I create so much pain
I'm breaking my own heart
Just like that the cracks appear
As if it has been struck by lighting
Running right down through my heart
A heart that can't possibly be worthy of love
When all I do is destroy myself with is doubt
I hate myself, I hate myself, I Hate Myself,
I HATE MYSELF!!!
So much I hate myself
I had once forgotten how much I really hated myself
Once again you came back and fucked me up
You fucked me up
Why are you so god damn stupid?
You messed up again...again!
I said I wouldn't let you do this
I failed again...again I failed
I never saw this coming
How can I not see this coming?
Oh No!... pieces are breaking off
I feel like I've just killed my heart
Throwing rocks at it until pieces break off
Soon I won't have any heart left to throw my rocks at
What will happen to me without a heart for the one I love to live in
What have I done?
What heart do I have to give her?
I've shattered my own broken and bleeding heart
Here it lies in pieces all dry like dusty bones in a desert
Scattered on the ground...
My stomach twists and rises up inside me
I can no longer breathe anymore
As I choke gagging on my own breaths
I feel so cold crying sitting here in this room so hot
Who ever thought breaking your own heart wasn't possible it is
For I seem to just be hurting the one I love with it
Such agony I feel when I am told that I'm loved
Should I be able to love without hurting the one that loves me
Perhaps it my heart does both...
I dear not look into the mirror as I fear what I will see staring back at me
For now I will remain in this room in darkness
Gagging on tears that have to be silenced
For nobody is too ever know the pain that I cause...
The pain that I feel...
The hate that I have...
And what I am...''
I doubt you
I don't mean to doubt you
But yet I don't doubt you
It doesn't make any sense
I'm just fucked up that the answer
How can I create so much pain
I'm breaking my own heart
Just like that the cracks appear
As if it has been struck by lighting
Running right down through my heart
A heart that can't possibly be worthy of love
When all I do is destroy myself with is doubt
I hate myself, I hate myself, I Hate Myself,
I HATE MYSELF!!!
So much I hate myself
I had once forgotten how much I really hated myself
Once again you came back and fucked me up
You fucked me up
Why are you so god damn stupid?
You messed up again...again!
I said I wouldn't let you do this
I failed again...again I failed
I never saw this coming
How can I not see this coming?
Oh No!... pieces are breaking off
I feel like I've just killed my heart
Throwing rocks at it until pieces break off
Soon I won't have any heart left to throw my rocks at
What will happen to me without a heart for the one I love to live in
What have I done?
What heart do I have to give her?
I've shattered my own broken and bleeding heart
Here it lies in pieces all dry like dusty bones in a desert
Scattered on the ground...
My stomach twists and rises up inside me
I can no longer breathe anymore
As I choke gagging on my own breaths
I feel so cold crying sitting here in this room so hot
Who ever thought breaking your own heart wasn't possible it is
For I seem to just be hurting the one I love with it
Such agony I feel when I am told that I'm loved
Should I be able to love without hurting the one that loves me
Perhaps it my heart does both...
I dear not look into the mirror as I fear what I will see staring back at me
For now I will remain in this room in darkness
Gagging on tears that have to be silenced
For nobody is too ever know the pain that I cause...
The pain that I feel...
The hate that I have...
And what I am...''